THE DEAR APART...

"The things you assume your forever and ever can turn into your last"

The rain pouring crazily, my black dress was almost all soaked with the agony of the weather. The trees rustling with the rhythm of the winds, and those flashes of lightning in the sky making it obvious the situation of Funeral outside. But in all nothing seemed to make the person standing beside me react or stimulate to any of this, he was like a broken-hearted statue whose soul has left him standing all lost written on his handsome face.

Seeing the name stone decorated with soo many white garlands and written the words *IN THE MEMORY OF OUR DEAR APART KANG JIN MI- 1996 - 2016* for the soul of the person deceased and the cries of the family members were all like a trauma for that boy. The boy who had lost his love of life, the only person who was all cheery and always crackling illogical lame jokes was gone, the boy I loved for soo many years was now all lost and missing. The look on his face shouted he needs help and wanted me to support him but losing someone again the same way he lost his younger brother made him change, he again built that wall around him. The last time I was able to get him past it by dragging him to taekwondo battle with me but now I don't know what to do since the person who he maybe blames the most for all this is "me".

The reason why: I was the one who made him do this promise to me that when he'll be back, he has to meet me first because I had something special to tell him that was I wanted to confess to him after his return. but the tables have turned now neither can I expect to say anything to him nor he is in any condition to listen.

"omo, look at that guy isn't he the boy who made Jin mi dies??"

"Yea, I heard Jin mi's family sued a case against his family how disgraceful he is a murderer and yet he came here to her funeral, god just see his courage, how IMPUDENT "

"yea, yea "

" omo see he brought another girl to his ex-girlfriend's funeral and I heard that he was loyal, how unholy!!!"

"yes, yes you're right he got no shame, how presumptuous, must be that insolent slut had seduced him for his looks and money"

"I pity that boy, she should have been the one who must have been dead in place of our poor jin mi"

"Omo what if she had did a black magic on jin mi to get inside this boy's heart"

"omo jinja!!!"

I felt my blood boil inside me but being helpless due to give situation I continue to listen to them, I didn't want to disturb Jungkook and make him look more insulted by doing something to protect my name.

*You just can't do anything cuz you don't have any courage *

*I have courage, stupid inner mind, I just want Jungkook to have a peaceful time with his love after all the hardships he had gone through to get here only to attend her funeral"

*No you're the type to always think after doing it, then what's stopping you I am sure you're scared to face them cuz you know they're right, you wanted this, you wanted jungkook to be yours only*

*Nooo!!! even though I loved him more than anything in the world, I would never wish for something to steal anything dear to him because I care for him, because I want him to be happy, because *looks at him with slightly teary eyes and a small smile* I Love him*

"Y/n?? *hearing the voice I wiped my face quickly and turn around showing my fake smile* what are you doing here, shouldn't you be there with your m-

the voice belonged to Jimin

"Oppa, noo stop talking about it "I quickly shut him up by putting both of my hands upon his soft lips

*Ah, those feels squishy*

"Shut up you dirty-minded thingy," I said

uh-oh, maybe I said it too aloud Jimin, Jungkook and people around me looked confused and some had a disgusted look from my behaviour. I bowed down in Infront of everyone asking for forgiveness and dragged Jimin out of the ceremonial room still my hand on his mouth.

"Sorry for that, Oppa I don't want Jungkook to know the situation about my mum, he suffered a lot himself with the loss of jin mi," I said nervously

Jimin shook his head and muffled some words

"oh, I am sorry," I said removing my hand from his mouth kinda blushing

he licked his now dried lips to wet them and smiled at me more like smirk first then smile

*huh! what was that*

*Ah he looks sexy kiss him now*

*Shut up you little dirty-minded hoe*

*liar, you want those soft squishy on your lips*

*you-*

"Hello, y/n you listening??" Jimin Oppa said waving a hand in front of me

"huh?? yea?? no sorry I was thinking about something else" I replied trying to hold my blush of embarrassment that my mind was just now thinking about kissing him

"It's alright *showing his sweet smile* *there goes my heartu* I asked still he is your best friend he needs to know about your mother, if you keep it from him he'll find himself more guilty, "Jimin Oppa said in a concerned tone

"I know that but I can't-

"yah!!! micheyess-eo wae naleul ttaeleseyo?? Aish" someone spoke out

(HEY!!! YOU CRAZY WHY DID YOU HIT ME??)

"omo!! no piganayo" another voice came out

(OH MY GOD YOU'RE BLEEDING)

I looked at Jimin Oppa in confusion, he looked the same and we decided to go inside and checked the situation

But before I can go back inside, he came out with his hands covered in blood

It was JEON JUNGKOOK