: Not Enough

[His hot palm traces her smooth and delicate waist while his warm lips nibbled on her soft earlobe, causing her to moan. The restrained moan of the woman beneath him made Garrison's thirst stronger. His abdomen tensed up as he felt his pants tighten.

His body wants her.]

The sound of the clashing of the keyboard echoed in the dim room.

In the big dark room, the only light that came from the laptop illuminated a woman in a silky black long-sleeve nightgown.

Without her big black hat or her veil covering her face, her ethereal face was revealed. Her beautiful face which was always calm and unmoving was having a rare frown.

[His lips traveled to her neck, to her collarbone, as if he was tasting every part of her--]

The woman suddenly halted. That rare frown deepened and she began deleting the paragraph she had made.

'This is not it.'

The sound of typing started again then stopped. It happened a few times before the woman gave up and exited from her draft.

She went still and stare blankly into the air. Only the sound of the ancient vintage clock hanging on the wall could be heard in the dim room.

Tick.

Tock.

Tick.

Tock.

Ariana moved her slender pale hands and opened an online novel platform. She went to her current novel and read the most like comments in one of her smutty chapters.

[Gavi: I really like author-sama's works. I have been a fan since Sunny released her first work during my high school days. But recently Sunny's smut chapters in her current novel are a bit lacking. Sometimes it is short or ends abruptly. It lacks incitement ＞﹏＜ ]

This comment has earned five thousand likes. It means five thousand of her readers agreed with Gavi's opinion. That her smut in her novel was indeed lacking.

Ariana was familiar with her loyal first readers so, of course, she knew that Gavi was one of her top fans. But even her top fan felt like her smut was not enough.

Ariana bit her cherry lips and continued to read the replies in that most liked comment.

[LiYiWei: I am a big fan too! And I really like Sunny's work! But Gavi is right. It might work for high school readers who haven't experienced s*x but now that I have a boyfriend I felt that some of Miss Sunny's work is lacking and some details are not right. Author-sama must be a virgin, right?]

[Yume97: I love author-sama but that part really gave out author-sama's inexperience.]

[AileenSwallow: I still like the story and the character's interactions. But since everyone is giving sincere advice, then I advise Miss Sun to watch porn. It helps. ^^]

[miracle_eo: The easiest way is to get a boyfriend and get laid!]

Ariana stopped at this comment and read it a few times.

Her readers were right. She was indeed a virgin. To make it worst, she never had a boyfriend and never even once had physical contact with the opposite gender.

It was nothing bad. However, as a novel writer whose genre is smut, this was bad news. Especially when it became obvious to the readers that she was inexperienced.

Without experience, how could she properly deliver the right words and feeling for the readers to feel satisfaction?

But that was the problem.

How could she have that experience?

Ariana could only gain experience through reading novels, reading comics, and watching some adult movies. That's all. The rest was her imagination.

When she first make novels in her teens, they sell well. Because at that time her audience was teens who could only peek a little into the adult world. But now that her readers have grown up and have boyfriends of their own, they would notice the little details that give out Ariana's inexperience.

No matter how much Ariana thought about it, the problem lies with 'lack of experience'.

Ariana tapped her fingers on the table.

What could she do to improve herself? To gain that experience?

Ariana stood up.

She should ask advice from the most experienced one in that area.

Ariana took her veil and put it on her head. If any of her readers saw her right now, they would be shocked to know that the author Sunny, who wrote romantic smut novels was actually this veiled woman who was covered from head to toe.

Ariana knocked on her eldest sister's room.

There, was her charming and seductive sister, welcoming her with a drunk smile.

Ah.

It was at the time of the night when her sister would stay on her balcony and drink some wine.

"Why are you here, my lovely sister?" Alliana, Ariana's older sister, was quite drunk. Her fair face has a hint of blush and her speech was slurred.

Ariana was straightforward and told her sister about her current trouble.

After listening to her, Alliana laughed. Her elder's sister laughter was like a light bell. It sounded melodious and seductive.

"It is natural that you are lacking in that area. After all, you are still a virgin. I still cannot understand how a virgin like you is able to write smut scenes without any experience. If you have experience, then you have more to tell rather than depending on those books, right?"

Alliana casually said.

But those words brought thunder to Ariana's mind.

Right.

As her sister said, she was inexperienced thus she could not truly comprehend the pleasure of those sexual stimulations. The only way for her to overcome her bottleneck was to 'experience it'.

"I understand, sister. I will take up your advice."

The drunk Alliana blinked. "What advice?"

Ariana supported her sister towards the bed. "You should sleep now, sister. It's nearing dawn."

Alliana did not know what kind of seed she had planted in her sister's mind and slept soundly. It was only a while later that she would come to regret those words.

Ariana left her sister's room with newfound determination.

She got the answer she was looking for. All she needed to do was to make a plan on how to get that 'experience'.

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