A Gamer start as necromancer in dxd

Earth,2022november12

A young boy can be seen on street in a state we all wish to avoid is near death and his life is replaying in front of him how many regrate he has while living that he had done so many things wrong and so many things that are left for him to do but, life is not like that and would not wait for him to finish his work and then end.

Deep in thought, this young man thought that he always has been a weak-willed guy he never took a stand for himself and those around him or those who love him. In his life, he missed many opportunities and several chances to move forward from his regret full life but his will, or might you call it his weak mindset always hold him down in his place which was below everyone(that's what he thought).

In his mentality, He formed himself to be weak , thought that others are better then himself ,that held him back and drag him always to his doom and well he was so afraid that he just continued with it and he regretted every single second of if but he never mans up enough to face his ownself and this world so , he drown himself in other world and the life of protagonist's in anime world that gave him a imaginary comfort which gave was new bliss for him but also increased his nature of looniness that just never left him and he just emersed in that world and because of that he did nothing but live in his imaginary world and his demise came fast then intended and he never able to repay his parent for their love and kindness and became a moron that did nothing but lie from every one and failed his college and end up on streets , became a laughable and a bad example for his known people and then also he did nothing to change his life style and only hopped foe a second chance that never came days went by and on his 35th year his mother passed away but he was able to meet his mother one week before her demise and she left him with some her word "son what are you trying to do with your life I don't understand I don't know that things you are always emersed and never came out but please don't do this to us we never had any intention of getting help form you and all but don't do this to yourself ".

Ever since that day he just doing what he usually but he doesn't feel what has scum to him to control this feeling that he just had to do something to prove himself like he didn't belong here and he should be doing something at least to overcome this so to prove this he applied for a construction company for work when he received reply that he is accepted and he could not believe that happen to him and he will make some good at least and so and approached they're on the first day and a beam falls on him and he died.

At least he thought he died and he just accepted this so that the com escapes this fate and hopes he can at least be proud of his parents in his next life so that he will at least not feel this devoid of life next time and do something.