YOU KNOW I HAVE ABANDONMENT ISSUES

RAIN

The wait is torturous.

Lexie has gone to see how things are going inside, and I lay on the lounge chairs, curling like an infant.

What if he doesn't make it?

My heart hurts so much, and I clench my shirt as sobs rock my body. I can't lose him.

I get up and start running towards Liam. I am not going to lose hope, I am not going to not fight for him.

All my life, I have been told no and kicked out. I have been unwanted and I was okay with it. But Liam is lying in that bed, and I promised I wouldn't leave him.

What was I doing, outside already losing hope? Do not believe in him? If I found him then, I am going to see him now.

I don't pause, even when I push open the door and Reece meets me halfway.

"I need to see him. How is he?" I am out of breath, but only his answer can make me breathe again.