He realized one thing through this incident. He was no longer unconsciously deviating from his original intention to marry her.
At that time, he thought it was for Su Molang's sake. But now, he thought, maybe he fell for her the day he saw her at the Qi Family residence.
That's why he found so many reasons and did things even Bai Liyan couldn't understand.
When he realized he liked her, he always felt tormented, hesitated, and despaired because of Su Molang, even daring not to face his own heart.
However, when he thought he might die and looked at her, he found an extra bit of courage. He told himself that if he had another chance, he would cast aside the resentment towards Su Molang and treat her well.
To be honest, in matters involving Su Molang, she bore no significant responsibility.
When Su Molang left with regret, it was certainly because, like him, he regretted not having more opportunities to spend time with this woman.