Grief part 2

I want to go to school like everyone else, to have a normal life, to be healthy, to be beautiful. I want to go on picnics, to hang out with friends, to feel sad when I part ways with them after school. I want to be free from this life, from this world.

Ha!

I never make friends because they fall in love. To me, love is a bad thing.

Today, I am an eighteen-year-old girl. And I have fallen in love with someone. Hmm, fallen in love, I have really fallen in love. There is no reason for falling in love.

He was Mingyue, the star of Yuelin. His handsome face and charming smile graced the screens of millions of fans. His acting skills and charisma earned him praise and awards. His kindness and generosity touched the hearts of many.