Ep78 - Love Me

AT THE SAME DAY

You just lie down on your bed because you have a fever as you still crying. You didn't eat anything from lunch today.

You hear someone open your door room. But, you didn't move at all. You don't want to be bother by anyone.

?? : Hawasa, wake up...Eat first.

You know it was Jin.

Jin: Princess, i made you chicken porridge. Wake up now.

He shake your body a bit.

Hawasa: I'll eat later. Just leave.

Jin: Hawasa, you should eat while it was still hot.

Hawasa: Later, oppa.

You said weakly.

Jin: Fine. Make sure you eat it.

You cover your head under your blanket and drifted to sleep. After  three hours, someone enter your room.

?? : Ishh...This kid doesn't eat her food.

That person put his palm on your forehead.

?? : The temperature doesn't go down either.

That person walked out from the room and after a while, BTS enter your room.

?? : Her temperature didn't go down.

?? : She didn't eat at all.

Jin try to wake you up.

Jin: Hawasa, wake up...

He shake your body a bit. You slowly open your eyes and look around.

Hawasa: What?

You ask weakly.

Jin: Get up.

He said and pulled you gently. He make you sit up.

Jin: Why don't you eat?

You just silent.

Jin: How about you take a shower first?

You didn't answer him but you still do what he ask. You walk while hold the wall to support yourself.

After 10 minute, you come out from the bathroom. BTS still inside your room. They just look at every step that you take.

Hawasa: Can't you guys leave?

Jin: Let's eat first.

Hawasa: I don't want to. So, please leave.

You said weakly.

Jin: You have to eat. After eating, you can take your medicine.

Hawasa: No need. I'll be fine.

You lie down back on the bed but your back was facing them.

Namjoon: Hawasa, are you mad with us?

You still silent.

Suga: Hawasa...

He walk to your side.

Suga: Let's eat first. If mom know, she will be sad.

You sit up and nod. You walk slowly downstairs. Suga walk behind you while watch you. You take a sit beside Jin and Jungkook. J-Hope take a bowl of hot porridge for you.

You blow it first and take a bite. You start eating slowly while the others just watch you. After a few spoons, you done eating.

Hawasa: I'm done.

Namjoon: You just eat a little. Eat a bit more.

You shake your head.

Jin: It's okay. At least you don't let your stomach empty.

Jungkook: I'll take medicine for her.

Jungkook get up and walk to a cabinet. He take out something and walk back to the table.

Jungkook: Eat this, sis.

You eat the medicine and drink a glass of water.

Hawasa: I'll go upstaira first.

You about to get up but Jin hold your hand.

Jin: Hawasa, we need to talk.

Hawasa: Can we talk later?

Namjoon: Hawasa, we need to talk now.

He said softly. You give up and sit back. You just look at your lap.

Jin: Hawasa, about what your hear...

You cut him.

Hawasa: It's okay, oppa. I already used to hear it.

Jhope: Hawasa, it's not like what you think.

Hawasa: What did i think?

Jhope: You must think our love is fake, right.

You didn't answer him.

Hawasa: It's okay if you guys didn't love me for real but please stop been nice with me.

Namjoon: What are you talking about?

Suga: We..

Hawasa: Please don't say you love me.

You said sadly. You get up and walk to your room. You feel so sad. You feel like giving up with your life.