LOVE???

Another billion of eons pass again.

We talk about things that we think interesting enough to past our boredom.

At some point she asked me about my past life.

"Aren't you the one who rule over in everything since you create everything?"

"You can just read everything in my memory before I change?"

'It won't be interesting if I do that kind of thing though!?'

'And I can't read your mind anymore since we are equal in terms of our power'

"Really!? And your right!"

"If I also do it like that, I will probably lose my interest in it too"

"Maybe, I will just experience everything than just knowing it and see everything in my own eyes, because if I do that, I will just judge them that they will become like this in the future, because I can see or read there past, present and future, even though I am still in process of knowing them"

"I will always think that they will become like that because of what I see in there life experience through time and I will become disappointed at them and I will also lost my trust to everyone in the future"

"I've learned another thing again in you and for that I am always thankful in you"

'Well as long as you learned something in me'

'I will always teach you everything that I know of and the things you want to know about'

"Thank you for everything, if you are not here, I will always be lonely in here" he smiles in the most beautiful and genuine in his entire life.

'Your welcome and I am also thankful for you for being here by my side'

'You being here by my side is the most important thing that happened in my whole lonely life, since the beginning of time'

"Hmmm"

"I always want to ask this... but I always hesitate to ask this"

'What is it?'

"Ahmm"

"Don't you have a form or body for me to identify if you are a female or male?"

'I don't have a gender because I am a being that existed from the beginning'

'There is no such thing as gender exist before I created everything that you know about'

'Why are you asking about it?'

"Well, it is awkward to just talk to someone if I don't know if I am facing them in the right way and just always looking around"

'Hmm'

'You don't need to be awkward about it since everything in this darkness is me'

"What!?"

"Am I inside your stomach!?" His face pale.

''Pfff'

'Hahahahaha'

"Don't laugh!!!"

'Hahahaha, I can't help it because your face... Hahahaha, it really funny when your making a face like that!'

'Hahahaha'

"Just answer that damn question!!!"

'Hah... Hah, hah'

'Well, you could say it like that but at the same time, no, because just like I said before there is no such thing like that from the beginning that you know about'

'If you think about it, then all I created before is inside of me all this time'

'So even before you die and we meet, then you are inside of me'

"Ah..."

"Your right!"

"But what about now since I understand this darkness?"

'Well, you could say we are equal in terms of everything since you already understand everything'

"Really???"

"Then, why I am still inside of you?"

'You could say that we are one already'

"What!!!"

"Am I going to vanish?" He feel like crying again and thought that he will die again and vanish in the next moment.

'Of course not, you dummy'

'Even though we are one, we still two separate beings or individual'

'But since your in that form, you think you are going to vanish and think about you being inside of my stomach, Pfff'

'Heehee~'

'You are still thinking that you are human, because of your knowledge of your previous life'

'I thought that you already let go of your thinking about being a human all this time'

'You are still a idiot, foolish and dummy one'

'Heehee~'

"Well, of course I can't just let go of it, because it is my first identity after all"

"That is why it is hard for me to let go"

'Hmmm'

'Well, you are right about it, if you forget of yourself then I will be less interested in you ~'

"Hey!!!"

"You are harsh!!"

'Hahaha, it is just a joke don't worry, since the time we spent together is long enough for me to consider you a friend and we are already one and equal'

"Then, will you create a form for me to identify and see what you look like?"

'Hmm, alright since for you, you will more appreciate someone personally if you see them face to face'

"Yes! Also I am curious of your look since you said that you don't have a gender"

In the next moment, a brilliant light appear and it form into human shape.

"Ah, wow! You are beautiful" the time I see her look, I feel like my heart beat faster than before, I feel like this time I know what they called love at first sight.

This is the first time I feel like this.

Not even before I feel like this in my past girlfriend who betray me because she wanted me to get jealous.

At that time she was disappointed and devastated that I not only do what she think I will do about and I also break up with her in that instant.

When she heard that, she beg to me to retract my decision, because she said that she only do that for me to pay her an attention and for me to love her.

Since she could see that I don't truly love her and I only agree for her to become my girlfriend at that time even though I already rejected her multiple times, so at that time I was already exhausted in her.

Even though I always rejected her confession to me and my answer is still the same, so I agree to her confession and become my girlfriend for her to stop pestering me.

She really was demanding person because she always wanted my attention, so she always threaten every girl that got near me or those who also like me.

Well, I don't really care about it, so I let her do what she wants.

That's why when she betray me for another man because she wanted my attention.

I feel like she was stepping my dignity as man.

So I decisively break up to her in that instant in front of that man who is her lover even though they are fake or not, I don't care.

That is why I am surprised that I feel this love for the first time.

'Hey!'

'Why are you looking like that and why are you in daze?'

"I love you" I say it out loud, what I think and feel at that time.

'WHAT!!!'