makes me dizzy and can't resist

I paused anxiously, curiously, not expecting the problem to be this serious that Charlie would be so afraid. But I don't understand why he is so afraid when he has many guards who can look after me? or perhaps the man he was referring to was very dangerous and had much more power than him?

"I'm so sorry... Maybe this will make you think again about being close to me," he said sadly.

"I don't think so," I said, holding his arm. "That doesn't scare me at all..."

"But he's so scary, he's murderous..."

"Really?" I narrowed my eyes. "What did you do to have to deal with murder? What kind of conflict occurred between you two?" I wondered.

He shook his head. ."He's not a murderer like you think... I mean.. umm... What he does can make you want to die..."

"You mean he carries out a terror?" I'm guessing.