During the fight against Carl, there was a particular thought that was constantly going through Safa's head—the word 'useless' was being repeated over and over. She didn't want to be useless. In the fight against Sha Mo, she had practically ended up dead.
Thanks to the Lux Sword, she had received a second chance at life, but that chance wasn't going to come again. With the way she was, she needed to become stronger in order to help Raze.
She had learned Light Magic, studied everything she could about it, and would use that to at least support Raze and the team by healing them, but now that she was no longer able to use Light Magic, was she the most useless in the group?
It was the wondering thought that continued in her mind again and again. She had been called talented by her spear teacher, she had been called talented by Amir for being able to cultivate Qi constantly, but without all of that she knew she was useless.