Dear Demyan

Demyan 

'Dear Demyan 

I guess I'm writing this letter because I didn't have the courage to face you after this weekend. It makes me less of a man but I do not think I could bear to see the heartbreak on your face if I was with you. It would kill me. 

These past few years with you have been the best of my life and even though our two months have been terribly chaotic, I'm so happy I got a chance to steal these moments with you. 

I love you so much Demyan, with every single fibre on my body and I do not believe I can ever love someone the way I love you. You've always been it for me, my beautiful boy. I'm so privileged to have seen you grow up with my two eyes and even though I wish you were becoming a father with me, I know you're going to be a great Dad.