Auction House (5)

Silence descended around us on the balcony after I said that, and I kept my gaze on the stage below as I decided that it would be easier to stare at the well dressed and well mannered auctioneer as she walked slowly around said stage then it would be to look at Renna right now, who was staring at me closely.

After a few moments of this unbearable, stuffy silence, Renna let out a low sigh as she took another sip of her wine, the red head joining me in enjoying the empty stage as she said "I will say that being referred to as a 'thing' is a first for me, but I understand the analogy and the meaning behind it, Astra, so don't worry. 

I understand that you particularly don't care for the... thrill that comes from being the watcher, compared to your usual position as the watched. I cannot even begin to explain to you why I enjoy being the watcher a majority of the time, but what I can say is that even something I tend to enjoy can be overdone. Sometimes, Astra, there is a limit to how much I can watch before I need something done directly to me. This is both of our faults, admittedly. I... have never really been able to explore this because I just... never had sex like that.

Never had the Queen given me some clue that she wanted to watch me have sex with someone else, and I honestly never wanted to watch her have sex with someone that wasn't me. I always had this though, I'll admit; maybe I need to reevaluate the time I spent with her, because I used to have this same thrill watching Annie when we were younger and dumber, but never with her. 

So this... all of this... it's all new to me, and I want to watch you be... you; when you're indulging in sex with whoever you want, however you want, whenever you want, you are so beautiful and fascinating, Astra. You steal my breath away and make me feel so good even though you aren't actually 'with' me during those session with someone else. But..."

Setting her glass down, Renna reached over and grabbed my hand, forcing me to turn and face her as I bit my cheek again, which had reddened somewhat as her words made me blush for a myriad of reasons; arousal and embarrassment being chief among them.

Those dazzling sky blue gems that were as breathtaking as always sapped away all of my hesitancy as I sighed as well, the rubbing of her thumb against the back of my hand soothing my nerves and allowing me to respond to her, to continue traveling down this path alongside my wonderful lover and be open with her on everything that made this relationship of ours work.

"But there is sometimes the burnout of having too much of a good thing. Having too much pleasure can just... make it null, even though it should be bringing about ecstasy. And today was a show of just how that works. How too much of me 'cucking' you can lead to you feeling neglected... even though that wasn't my intention."

"And I know it wasn't your intention, Astra, but... yes, that was certainly what happened today. You having sex with that guard, then the stunt you pulled back at Annie's house with Cici, it just was too much in such a short period of time, even if we had sex after both of those events. Then when you add on the thing with Heather, it was just... far too much for me to deal with, and it made me... not feel neglected, but..."

"Ignored? Undesired?"

Renna smiled softly at me as she nodded, her other hand traveling down to her stomach as she replied "And I know I shouldn't, considering the things that we had been through already to get to where we are. I sincerely doubt that Demetra would bless just any random woman to do something as impossible as impregnating an infertile woman, but still... yes, a part of me felt like you had just grown tired of me already, and it wanted - it craved - that intimate attention desperately."

Her words made me sigh again as I leaned against the table and hung my head slightly, realizing that I had really been a rather selfish person these last couple of hours, more than I usually was; now whether or not I would take this and change for the 'better' was rather unlikely, but at the very least this was a wake up call for me to realize that my selfishness when I was with Renna needed to be divided mostly to her and a little to others.

"Intimate attention that you offered to get from either me or Arani; you gave me an out still, and I decided that I was... content with you getting it from the Dawn Elf instead of me, and even now I am still content to do so. At the very least, of everyone that I could have had this experience from, it's comforting that it was her..."

Her smile widened slightly at that, both because she was happy that I had acknowledged that she had picked a good futanari to have adulterous sex with but also because she wanted to tease me since she knew I was going to view her smile like that, though now that the heavy blanket of unease had been swept away from us, I could tease her back and settle us into the blissful joy of a romantic dinner.

One that was meant entirely for me to get into her pants and rearrange her insides and not to be some sort of apology or good deed for her, so I leaned forwards and stared straight at her as I said "I mean, her bronze skin really~ contrasted you perfectly, and that mating press at the end~? You couldn't see it, obviously, but wow~ was she pumping her seed into you~!"

Instantly Renna began to blush at that, the Nymph rubbing her thighs together as she recalled that finale to her and Arani's 'secret session', not saying anything at all as I began to tell her about how Heather and I had been in a similar position earlier, tying this all back around to her kink as we waited for the auction to start back up.

Our chat had caused us to miss the last thing being auctioned off, but as the next one was being brought up to the stage, we certainly didn't miss it... for a few different reasons, two of which were in my hands as I stood behind Renna and looked down at the stage with a grin.