Don't understand (1)

"I'm angry because I was in a car accident and I want you to come and accompany me. I'm angry because I'm running a fever and I'm alone in the hospital. My boyfriend is drinking with his bad friends and he even accused me of being insensible and said that I'm pretentious! He's complaining that I didn't iron his clothes for him. May I ask if I'm your nanny?"

The nanny had a salary, what was she?

Su lanxu's emotions exploded and she broke down completely. Her tears flowed down uncontrollably.

"I've been waiting for your call the whole day yesterday. Even if you had called me or sent me a message to show your concern, I wouldn't have felt ..."

His voice stopped, and every word was like a knife cutting through his throat, causing blood to flow.

"You don't love me anymore."