Dealla june

[Monsters called Demons infiltrated the land, killing both monsters and humans, and your mother who was the guardian waged out a war to those beings who looked like humans but did not think like them, the war she waged led to the death of many humans, seeing how her close aids died and how people started getting scared of her she knew her time was up, after seizing victory in the war she went into hiding in a place far away, she stayed with lord Amphitrite and kept us company however as time passed the people she knew and the people she loved, and all others died of old age, she was left alone in this world

as a normal human she too wished to die, dealla couldn't bear to see another person she loves to die, and her who hadn't changed a bit tried suiciding however lord Amphitrite refused so did we, she then tried dying at the hands of monsters, but we meddled in the fight, she failed no matter what she did eventually she gave up, and in the end even lord Amphitrite lost their form, dealla who lost the lord who was by her side was left with nothing, we were forced to stay with the lord in their sarcophagus

dealla was isolated from both sides, and as her hope dimmed she met your dad, who visited her in the forest every day and kept her company, they got closer and closer eventually they both fell for each other and promised to die together in a life contract, after marrying your dad she left her thoughts of wanting to die instead thought of how to make your dad the happiest man alive and in progress she had you, their hope and the symbol of their love however….]

Caspian stopped.

"i think i should stop here, you can find out the rest of the details by asking that chimera" Caspian said while brushing his blonde hair, "which chimera"? i shrugged while wondering "that guy who had black hair" Caspian said while sighing, but it was not fully clear why would he call Khalid a chimera and also stop the story when i came to the story, as mysterious this world was i realized i was as much as mysterious.

"Lapiz" khalid called out to me "ah yes" i was lost in my thoughts, i wanted to know everything about the world i was in, or the place i was born in "are you okay you seem a bit tired" he asked me gently, who wouldn't be tired after that long ride in the ceremony hall, "no i am fine, i just lack sleep" even if i am a person born here, i am still a total stranger to the rules and manners of this world, i was stuck in my house since the moment i woke up in that awful pain, not knowing anything and not trusting anyone.

"Khalid can you tell me about the incident that happened after i was born" i requested him who had a sour expression "that…." he stopped for a while "i will explain everything tomorrow, right now we both deserve a rest"

{his right…} Caspian spoke to me.

[huh what was that?!] i was bewildered

{it's me Caspian}

{i can't talk to you privately because that chimera is there} Caspian sighed

[huh what Caspian???]

{yeah, i can't converse with you by coming out every time cuz it drains my energy}

[oh…. so you decided to talk to me in my mind…] i was still surprised, after all, who would have thought that you could converse with someone in your mind.

{mortal, right now you deserve a good rest cuz your body is too frail}

{is it even possible to have such a frail body in the beginning}

[well sorry but i was born this way!] i said annoyed

{well whatever, at least it's strong enough to hold me} i could feel him shrugging while saying that,

[Caspian, did my mother..... look like me] i asked him out of curiosity

{hmm? why the sudden question} he asked me,

[well i was just curious as to how my mother looked like… i guess] i was not honest, if it was me in Seoul i would have never asked about my parents, after all i don't have an inch of love for them but, i guess even i could feel this way

{she did… although she had silver hair}

[oh, so i got my blue hair from my dad?]

{exactly} he replied, suddenly it got quiet again, Caspian was unusually a cool person, i expected him to be a bit more strict and cold, but it was quite the opposite, after ridding the carriage for a while we reached my mansion which had a cold atmosphere

[it's weird how this mansion always has a gloomy and cold atmosphere] i thought to my self while getting down the carriage "lapiz have a good night's rest" he said that and left….

"eh"? i was again taken to my surprise,

[wasn't he supposed to be asking me questions??] i thought while being a bit depressed

{that chimera truly cares about you doesn't he} Caspian muttered in my head

[i don't know, soemtimes he appear cold and sometimes he appear soft, i can't read him at all]

i entered my huge house, took a bath, read a book, and went to sleep as if today was no different...

"Ah Ri…"

"nanny"? i called out to her,

"come here, have some porridge" she was my nanny who took care of me and yuna in our time in the orphanage, a kind-hearted person that loved both of us very dearly, but she left us....

"but nanny… you are no longer here…" i paused and frowned

"ah… haha… i that so"

"then make sure to take care of yourself, and don't get in fights" she patted my head, her face was blurry but her smile wasn't

"Mm" i mumbled, while crying under my bangs

it felt like i had a long yet short dream that day,