Sickly Thoughts

Li Caiyi was bedridden for two days, but her fever still hadn't shown any sign of cooling down soon. 

Whenever Li Caiyi wanted to sleep, she was afraid she would forget about Dai Zhiqiang. Worse, she would realize that everything up until now was just her dream, that she was already long dead.

A part of her knew that the fever made her think about the most ridiculous stuff, but she couldn't help herself.

Dai Zhiqiang was just that important to her. She was so devastated she felt like she had died twice.

Li Junjie would come to her room to check on her from time to time. Su Suyin would stay by her side and take care of her as much as she could before she returned to the hospital.

So many people cared for her, yet her mind replayed his farewell nonstop. It made her doubt her self-worth all over again. 

Was she never deserved to be loved, after all?

She tried her best. She had done everything she could, but why did he leave her too?