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Realizing her mind began to wander around in a dangerous direction, Li Caiyi quickly shook her head to dispel her thoughts. 

'I have gone this far; second-guessing my decision is not the wise choice here. Whether or not Xiaohua collapsed today, the fact that we both would only hurt each other by sticking together remained. I can't let that toxic cycle continue. Don't waver now.' Li Caiyi gripped her hand tightly to encourage herself and even slapped her cheeks a few times.

"Xiaoyi?"

A deep voice stopped her from abusing herself. Li Caiyi looked back and saw Meng Renshu standing on the door with a plastic bag in his hand. He flashed her a small smile before walking over. "What are you doing? Hurting yourself like that?"