Chapter 55

I played with my nipples every time I played with myself, and I used the soap as lube. I pictured myself in place of the young jock, or anyyounger man in my saved videos collection. What was it like to be with a much-older man? I’d played around with a boy while in high school and a couple of guys my age during my two years at the local community college from which I’d recently graduated. But those encounters had done nothing for me. Well, okay, something, but not the “something” I’d expected. One of Dad’s coworkers who was about forty had hit on me when I’d started college, and we’d a one-time hookup. It’d been a little better, at least. But almost every “Daddy” in my saved videos tended to be even older than that. Gray, silver, peppered, any of those. Soft and aged skin. Tons of wisdom and experience. Threatening to spank me if I didn’t get off his lawn.

But old enough to be my grandpa, said society.