Chapter 15: So Long

The camp had in fact managed to calm down a bit, after the fact that they had soon got used to the fact that there was an orc in their camp, which was me, in every instance of course. I was glad for it too, as I really did not like the fact that every one seemed to stare at me all of the time, as it made me feel quite a bit uncomfortable at the exact same time as well. It was how it was that I always seemed to feel when ever it was that I was in my city, as it seemed like no one would ever get used to the fact that there was an orc that lived right around the corner from them. I suppose that I should be used to it at this point how ever, as I felt like a bit of an idiot for what it was that I was even thinking on right now. Though I suppose, that now you could see why I always thought people were talking about me a lot of the time.

It was due to the fact that every one was always staring at me. I hated it, as I some times wished that I had grew up in an orc village, as much as I knew at the exact same time too, that was not what it was that I wanted at all. I wanted to be treated normally, but at the exact same time too, I also knew that I was not a big fan of some of the dark stuff, and some of the nasty stuff that the orcs did. I did my best to try not to get all too worried about that how ever, all at the exact same time as well. I knew that I did not want to live in an orc village for a lot of different reasons, as one of those reasons just so happened to be the fact as to just what it was that we were doing, right at this very moment in time too, which was the fact that we were about to attack an orc village, and we were going to kill every one that was in side.

It was quite gruesome, and it was also quite a bit horrific at the exact same time as well, as to just what it was that we were about to go and do, but at the exact same time as well, I also knew that was what it was that we had to do, as I knew that it might seem a bit strange to say it, considering we were the ones that were attacking them, but we were doing it to protect the humans that might live near by. We did not want to risk losing a bunch of lives in a human village, due to the fact that a bunch of orcs might go over and try to attack it. I knew that it was right, as to what it was that we were going to go and be doing, as much as it was that my mind was trying to tell me that none of this was right, and it was sick as to just what it was that we were about to be going and doing at the exact same time as well.

I sighed just a bit to my self, as I did my best to get my focus off of all of those thoughts, all at once, as I knew that it was besides the point, and it was best to not dwell on it all too much, either, at the exact same time too. I then got my focus on just what it was that we were doing right now. We had got a good days of rest, and we all felt a lot better than we had been whilst we had been on this journey to get to the army camp, all at the exact same time too. No one seemed to, in this legion, judge me off of the fact that I was an orc any more, which made me feel a little bit better at the very least, at the exact same time as well, though I still knew that they were not going to go up, and go out of their way to talk to me, no matter what the case was, so I knew that I should go ahead and wipe that off.

At the very least, what I was simply glad of, was the fact that it was rough for me, due to the fact that every one liked to judge me, just based off of the fact that I was an orc. I felt like I should not be worried about it any more, but I still was. I sighed a bit heavily to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I did my best to try not to get all too worried about any of that for any longer, none the less, as I then began to get my eyes on just what it was that was ahead of me, right at this very moment in time as well, as I could tell that a lot of the people in my legion right now, were quite a bit freaked out, as I could see the look of fear on all of their faces, as to just what it was that we were about to do, and just what it was that we were getting in to in the very first place as well, none the less.

They were scared for a lot different reason that I was right now, as I saw that they were scared, due to the fact that they knew that there were orcs in that village, and if they orcs managed to get over to us, than we for sure would be in a lot of trouble, all at the exact same time too. I felt like they would not get to us, due to the fact that we had a bunch of armed, and trained soldiers that were here to protect us, but at the exact same time as well, I felt like I could see, at the very least, where they were coming from, and why it was that they were as freaked out as they were right at this very moment in time any ways. Why it was that I would be any sort of freaked out, and any sort of afraid, was due to the fact that I knew that we were going to go and kill a bunch of my own species, as I knew that was what Ashton and Eldon were worried about me for.

I was not worried for my self how ever, as I had known that this was what it was going to be like if I was going to go and join the army, as me and my father had a long talk about all of it, all at the exact same time too, as to the fact that he had told me that we were going to be going to kill a lot of orcs, all at the exact same time too. I was not at all bothered by it how ever, as I knew that was what my father had been doing most of his life, ever since he had been ever younger than me, no more the less. I knew at the exact same time too, that he had to go and kill some humans from time to time, as I knew that I should not be at all worried as to the fact that I was going to be having to go and kill my own species. Especially since they were a lot worse than humans at the exact same time too.

I nodded a bit to my self, as I then all of the sudden got my focus off of all of those thoughts, all of the sudden, as I then got my focus on the thoughts instead, which were the fact that all 3 of the legions were lined up together, at the top of the hill, looking up an orc village that was below us right now, as it was clear that the orcs did not have a clue as to the fact that we were looking down at them right now, as it was clear that they were simply just going along with their daily business, all at the exact same time too, which I felt quite a bit bad for them for, none the less, as I then began to breath in quite a bit to my self. I knew that there was nothing to feel bad about them for how ever, as I knew that most of those orcs that were in that village, were not at all innocent one bit.

I nodded just a little bit to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I got my focus instead, on the fact that I knew that I had to be paying attention on just what it was that was even going on right in front of me, all at the exact same time as well, which just so happened to be, right now, the fact that some one was speaking, and I might have in fact missed the first few words that the person had said, which I felt a bit guilty of none the less, as I felt quite a bit sick right now, as I was just not all too sure as to just what it was that was going on with me, at this very moment in time, in the very first place any ways, never the less. It was the fact that, Mr. Parthons, as I knew that the man liked to go by his last name, all at the exact same time as well, was talking to every one that was around us, right at this very moment in time, too.

I blinked my eyes, as I was a bit worried that I might have missed some thing quite a bit important, as I then all of the sudden turned my head over to the older man, as I then began to start to listen as to just what it was that he had to say, all at the exact same time as well, as I felt quite a bit sick as to just what it was that was even going on right now, in the very first place any ways, none the less. I sighed just a bit to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I looked at the man, who I did not like all too much none the less, which was besides the point, as I knew that I should not have my focus on that, as I just looked at him right in to his eyes with quite a bit of a blank look on my face. Luckily, he was not looking at me at all right now, as he was looking at Callan and Tanner, as he was speaking to them right now, but loud enough so that the rest of us could hear him, as I then began to start to listen as to just what it was that he had to say to as at the exact same time as well.

"You make sure these kids do not run off trying to join us... They simply just need to watch and learn, on how it is that we go and attack places like this..." He said to them, as he looked at the crowd of people that were in our legion right now, all at the exact same time as well, as if he actually believed that some of us might all of the sudden start to go and run off on our own, for some stupid reason or another, which made me roll my eyes a bit, all at the exact same time too. The guy was not the smartest guy in the world, at least when it came to people, if I had to guess. I was sure that he was a good army leader, but as far as I had seen, and as far as I had learned from him so far, he just did not have a clue as to just what it was that people were like, as it was clear that not a single person around me was going out on the intent to run off on their own, such as he had seemed to be a bit worried about.

I sighed a bit to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden, got my focus on just what it was that was going on in front of me, all at the exact same time too, once again, which was the fact that Mr. Parthons, was now looking away from us, all at the exact same time too, as it was clear that he had said what it was that he had felt like had needed to be said, as he then all of the sudden raised his hand up in the air, as it was clear that he was telling every one as to just what it was that we should be doing right at this very moment in time. Well, not we, as I felt like I was thinking right now, just like it was that he had been worried that we all were going to think, on the fact that he thought that a bunch of us wanted to go in and join with his legions on the attack on the orc village that was ahead of us.

I got my eyes, and I got my focus on the fact that I knew that they were starting to get themselves in to position, to get ready to plan on the attack on the village, all at the exact same time too, as I stared on ahead of me, with quite a bit of a blank look on my face, as I did not care about any of this at all right now, if I was going to be for real with my self. I sighed a bit to my self, as I suppose at the exact same time too, that if I wanted to be good in the army, and I wanted to start to learn attack plans, and attack strategies, which I had been told by my father, that it was some thing that orcs were not the best at doing, which already had me feeling a bit down on my self as it was, than I should at least try to pay attention as to just what it was that was even going on right at this very moment in time, in the very first place any ways.

I stared with quite a bit of a blank look on my face, for just a bit of some time, as I was not all too sure as to just what else it was that I should be doing at all right now, as I just looked on ahead of me with no sort of remorse for the fact that they were going to go in to an orc village, and massacre a bunch of my own species. I felt quite a bit sick, due to the fact that I did not feel bad for it at all, not one bit. I felt like that was what it was that I needed to feel like how ever, if I was going to be a good soldier though, as I then nodded a bit to my self, all at the exact same time too, and I just watched, and I stared, as Mr. Parthons got his legions lined up, and I then saw him point the go sign, as it was dead quiet all the way down the hill, as it was clear that the orcs did not have a clue as to just what it was that they had coming to them.

I winced a bit, as I felt quite a bit guilty, due to the fact that I knew that they would not really have a chance to fight back against us, all at the exact same time too, as by the time they started to figure out what was going on, and they got a weapon, most of the village would already be gone, and it would all be destroyed. I shook my head, as I got my focus off of all of that how ever, as I knew that I should not feel bad for them at all, as I knew that they had it coming at this point. I rolled my eyes a bit to my self, as I felt a little bit like an idiot for the fact that I was feeling, and that I was thinking the way that I was thinking right now, as I then got my focus instead on just what it was that was going on, right at this very moment in time, as I watched as the army of humans scrolled down the hill, quite a bit fast none the less.

That was when some of the orcs began to notice as to just what it was that was going on all of the sudden, as I saw a bunch of them drop their stuff in fear, as I saw that the woman were going in to make sure that their family, and their children were safe, and that the men were going to go and get weapons to try to protect themselves, all at the exact same time too. Sadly for them how ever, they were not fit, not were they set up for a battle, and at the exact same time as well, they also were no where near as fast as the humans were at all, as by the time they went to go grab some weapons to defend themselves, the humans were already upon them, as I saw the humans jump on top of the orcs practically, and start to tear them apart, as I winced quite a bit, all at the exact same time too, and I dipped my head to the ground all of the sudden, as I felt like I was about to vomit, as to what it was that I saw going on right now.

I stared down at the ground for quite a bit of some time, as I now felt quite a bit of some regret all of the sudden, all at the exact same time as well, as to the fact that I had in fact joined the army, as I should have known that my father was right, and I should have talked to him so more, before the fact that I was going to go and sign up for the army, as I did not expect it to be nearly as bad as just what it was that I saw was going on in front of me right now. I should have known though, as I thought that just because I was an orc, that it meant that I was strong, and that I could handle it. It was after all, a lot of what it was that people some times said about me, as to the fact that they did not know me all too much, but they would say things like, 'you have no soul, you are an orc'. Clearly they were wrong though, as I felt like my soul was being ripped out of me right now, as to just what it was that was going on in front of me, right at this very moment in time.

Perhaps, Mr. Parthons was right with the fact that he said that I should not be in the army, not just simply due to the fact that I was an orc, but due to the fact that I would not be able to handle the fact that we were going to kill a bunch of orcs. He had said that I would get out of control, and I might help the orcs, which was wrong for sure, but it still made me feel sick as to the fact that I saw just what it was that was going on in front of my eyes right now. I began to breath in, quite a bit fast, and quite a bit heavy to my self, as I then all of the sudden felt some thing warm grab on to my shoulder, which confused me quite a bit, all at the exact same time as well, as to the fact that I had not a clue as to just what it was that was going on, right at this very moment in time, in the very first place any ways. I shook off all of those thoughts how ever, as I got my focus on it, all at the exact same time how ever, as I then all of the sudden looked over to who it was that had grabbed on to my shoulder, all at the exact same time too.

To my surprise, very much none the less, it was Rufus, who I knew had been on the right side of me. I was quite a bit shocked by it, as I felt like I should squint my eyes at him, due to the fact that I should be suspicious as to just what it was that he was doing right at this very moment in time, but I did not do that at all how ever, as I looked at the guy with quite a bit of a blank look on my face. I did not know what it was that the guy was doing, as perhaps he was holding on to the wrong person's shoulder, which did not make all too much sense, as I knew that the guy did not have any other friends, and there was no way that he could have accidentally thought that I was some one else, as I was in fact an orc after all. I looked at him for just a few more moments longer, with quite a bit of a blank look on my face, as I then all of the sudden saw the guy nod to me.

I still was a little bit lost by it, as I still was not sure if I wanted to even talk to this guy at all, just simply due to the fact that he had judged me, just based off of the fact that I was an orc in a human army, the first time that he had seen me too, but at the exact same time as well, I also felt like I should let that go, as I knew that it was in the past, and I knew that he did not think of me the way that he had once had any more. I sighed a bit of a soft sigh to my self all of the sudden, all at once, as I then did in fact nod back to the guy all at the exact same time too, to let him know that he had my full attention on him right now, as he then, shortly after he had seen me do as such a thing, began to start to speak to me, as I too then began to listen as to just what it was that he had to say to me in the very first place any ways, all at the exact same time as well, never the less.

"Man I am sorry... This shit is nasty... I am sorry for treating you the way I did man... You didn't deserve that..." He said to me, with quite a bit of a look of some regret, and a look of some remorse on his face, all at the exact same time too, as it was clear that he felt quite a bit sick too, as to just what it was that he saw was going on in front of him right now. Though, at the exact same time as well, I also knew that my father, and also Callan, had told us that we all would feel that way the first time that we went in to battle, which was why it was that we were not going to be the ones fighting, all at the exact same time as well. Surely I would never get used to it though, right? This was my own species that was getting massacred, right in front of my own eyes, right at this very moment in time.

I breathed in just a bit to my self, as I got my focus off of all of those thoughts, all at the exact same time too, as I then got my focus on the fact that I knew that I needed to be thinking on just what it was that was going on, right at this very moment in time, and just what it was that Rufus had said to me at the exact same time too. I knew that Rufus was actually stepping in, and he was apologizing for the way that he always treated me, as he was willing to admit to it finally. It was clear that he had woken him self up a bit, now whether that meant that he was going to treat me differently from here on out, it was much to be continued when it came to that at this very least, and frankly, I kind of felt like I should not be all too worried about that at all right at this very moment in time.

I just kept my eyes on the village, as I saw orc heads on the ground, and dead orcs every where. You might think that it would bother me, but for some reason, it did not feel like it did at all, and I was not going to lie to my self, I was fairly certain that it was not a trait that I got for being an orc, as it was clear, as I could hear it with my own ears, that the orcs that were in the village right now, were screaming yells of pain, and yells of loss, as a lot of them were not just losing their family, but they were losing their own lives at the exact same time too. That did not feel like it bothered me all too much how ever, as I was fairly certain that they had it coming, right? I gulped, as I was not all too sure if I had an answer to that just yet, but that still did not mean that it bothered me all too much at all how ever.

I was glad that we were removing them from any where near our lands, as I was not all too sure as to where it was that we were at, at this very moment in time, if I was going to be for real with my self right now, but I was at the very least, fairly certain that we were near a human city, or at least village, as I had seen one near by, whilst we had been walking just a few days ago. We did not stop and get any thing at all, to eat or drink, much like a lot of the army legion wanted to, as Callan and Tanner had refused to let us do so. I was fairly certain that they were worried that they were worried that some of the people were going to run off, as it was clear that most of the people just wanted to go and get a drink, or at least get some thing to eat, that was better than the nasty scrap food that we had been eating as of late, all at the exact same time as well.

I kind of wished that we had brought those women with us, as they at least cooked us some thing good at every single meal, but at the exact same time as well, I also knew that it was not one of the options that I could have chose, as I was fairly certain that they had lived in the city some where, and they had simply only offered to feed us, just due to the fact that we were a part of the army, and we protected the city, and also the fact that I was sure that they got paid fairly decent for it, all at the exact same time as well, as I had been told the pay that we got, for just being normal people in the army, and it was a fairly high pay, all at the exact same time as well. I shook my head all at the exact same time too, as I knew that it was all besides the point right now, as I knew that I had to get my focus off of all of that right now.

I was not all too sure as to just what else it was that I should have my focus on right now how ever, as I was fairly certain that I did not want to have my focus on the village, nor did I want to have my focus on any of the people that were in our legion right now, as I was sure that Rufus was not the only one that was looking at me right now. Even though I knew that Rufus was no longer looking at me, as it was clear that he had said what it was that he had felt as if he had needed to say at this point. I sighed a little bit to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I just stared at the ground for a little while longer, as I was not all too sure as to just what else it was that I should really be doing at this very moment in time in the very first place any ways never the less, either.

That was, until just as I was dipping my head a little bit low to the ground, I then all of the sudden noticed that some one was staring at me, with their eyes squinted, from not all too far away from me. I blinked my eyes a few times, as I was not all too sure if I wanted to look back at just who it was that was even looking at me right now. I felt like the best play, was to simply just look at the ground, around that direction, and keep my eyes on that person, from the corner of my own eyes right now, as I saw that the person that was looking at me right now, with their eyes squinted of course, just so happened to be Tanner, who also just so happened to be the leader of our own legion at the exact same time too, as it was clear that he was trying to look at me, as it was clear that he wanted to see my reaction to all that was going on in front of us right at this very moment in time.

I was fairly certain that he was trying to test me, to see if I was going to betray them or not, which luckily enough for them, I did not have any sort of intent in doing so, as I had lived with the humans all my life, and I had friends in this legion, all at the exact same time as well. I knew that humans were still better than orcs, like it or not, so I felt like I needed to stay strong right now, as hard as it might be, as I was fairly certain that a lot of people were testing me right now. I breathed in quite a bit to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I then shook my head all at once, as I did my best to get my focus off of all of those thoughts all of the sudden, as I then got my focus on the thoughts instead, which just so happened to do with the fact that I had to stay strong.

It was quite a bit hard, and I was not all too sure as to just how that was going to be at all possible for me right at this very moment in time, as I let out a bit of a soft sigh to my self all of the sudden, and I finally turned my head away from Tanner all at the exact same time as well, as I then got my head, and my eyes on Ashton and Eldon, who I could see were too, also quite a bit stunned, and a bit shocked by what it was that was going on in front of them, as I was sure that they were coming to a bit of a realization, none the less, that pretty soon from now, they were going to not just have to do that on orcs, but also the fact that they would have to be doing it on their own species, which were humans, all at the exact same time as well, whilst maybe not attacking a village, it still would not be fun to go in to a battle with a bunch of their own species, when they knew that a lot of those soldiers were innocent, and they had families back at their home.

I began to breath in just a bit to my self, as I then all of the sudden got my focus off of all of that, all at the exact same time too, and I got my focus on some thing much different than that, which was the fact that I then all of the sudden began to notice that Ashton had clearly noticed that I was looking at him right now, as he had then all of the sudden turned his head over to me, and he was looking at me right in to my eyes, all at the exact same time as well. I was a little bit shocked by it, if I was not going to lie to my self, as a part of me was also a little bit worried, due to the fact that it was clear that our other friend, Eldon, had his eyes on the village right now, and it was clear that he was feeling quite a bit sick, all at the exact same time as well, never the less.

I did not need to be worried about Eldon at all right now, as I knew that my focus should be on Ashton, as he was the one that was looking at me with a bit of a blank look on his face, which I was not all too sure as to just how it was that I should take that look right now. I got my focus off of it how ever, as I began to breath in quite a bit to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden got my focus on the fact that I felt like I needed to talk to Ashton right now, which I then began to nod to my best friend, all at the exact same time as well. Ashton seemed to continue to just stare at me with the same blank look on his face, that he had before, for just a little bit longer, but not too long after that how ever, he seemed to wake him self up a bit, as he then all of the sudden nodded right back over to me, all at the exact same time too.

I felt a little bit better all of the sudden, now that it seemed like he did not seem to be as soul less as he had seemed to be not all too long before now, which I knew for a fact was not at all a good look to see on the face of your best friend, especially at a time such as the one that we were in right now. He had now seemed to wake up a bit though, and I felt like, all of the sudden, that it was a lot safer to go ahead and speak to him, as I had in fact seen him nod to me, to give me the go ahead, that it was safe for me to speak to him, as it was clear that he was telling me that he had his full attention on me, all at the exact same time as well. I sighed a bit to my self, all at once, and I then finally, after just a little bit more time seemed to pass along, I did in fact begin to speak to him, now that I knew that he was listening to each and every word that I even had to say to him in the very first place any ways.

"I am going to go and take a piss behind those rocks over there... Just in case any one gets worried about me..." I said to him, all at the exact same time as well, as I saw that he once again had a bit of a blank look on his face, all at the exact same time as well, as I was a little bit worried as to the fact that he might be worried that I could be lying with just what it was that he even had to say to say to him in the very first place as well, none the less. I was in fact lying with what it was that I had said after all, as I felt a little bit guilty for it, though I did not at all show the guilty look on my own face, as I knew that I was not going over to the rock to go and take a piss at all, as I knew that I was simply going over to it, to go and express my anger and my rage right now, and to let out all of my emotions that seemed to feel like we're being stored up at this very moment in time.

There was a lot that seemed to be going on with me in my head right now, and I felt like the best way to get through all of it, was to simply be alone, which was some thing that hardly ever happened for me now a days, considering the fact that I was in a legion full of people around me all of the time. It had my rage in a bottle, and I was worried that one of these days, the bottle was going to crash, and I was going to freak out, all at the exact same time as well. I knew that I was not going to hurt any of the humans, but at the exact same time as well, I was fairly certain that they would not think of it the same way that I was thinking it, as I was fairly certain that they would simply think of me as an orc that was angry, and an orc that was about to attack a bunch of humans, all at the exact same time as well, which I knew was some thing that for a fact, I could not risk.

I sighed a bit to my self, all at the exact same time too, as it was quite a soft sigh, which I knew was the only way that I could sigh right now, due to the fact that I knew that there were a bunch of people around me, right at this very moment in time, in the very first place as well. I shook off all of those thoughts all at the exact same time as well, as I got my focus off of those thoughts as soon as I then all of the sudden saw that my good friend Ashton, then all of the sudden nodded back to me, to let me know that he had in fact heard as to just what it was that I had just said to him in the very first place any ways, which I was glad for, all at the exact same time as well. It was clear that he did not have a clue as to the fact that I was lying when it came to the fact that I had said that I had needed to take a piss, thankfully enough for me, as well.

I felt a bit bad for the fact that I knew that I was lying to him, and I felt like I should tell him the real truth in the tent later when it was just us, but at the exact same time too, I felt like I did not have much of a choice but to lie to him right now, as I knew that the legion was all around us right now, and I was fairly certain that they would be a little bit worried at the very least, if I said that I was quite a bit angry right now, as I knew that all of them still knew that I was an orc, and they all knew just how it was that orcs were like when they were in fact angry. I shook off all of those thoughts though, as I felt like I should not dwell on any of that for all too much longer how ever, as I then got my eyes on the rock that was ahead of me, right at this very moment in time, as it was the rock that I had told Ashton that I was going to take a piss behind at the exact same time too.

I was in fact, not going to take a piss behind it, as I was simply just going to clear out the bottle of rage that had been building up in side me for quite a bit of some time, as my father had told me that was what it was that I should do each and every day. Sadly, I could not do that as of late, just due to the fact that I did not have a free and open space where it was that I could do as such a thing. I really did not have a free and open space right now, but this was my best chance to do some thing, before I felt like I was going to blow up, all at the exact same time too. I sighed a bit of a much more rough sigh to my self this time, which I was glad that I could finally do, as I was a fair bit away from my entire legion now.

I nodded a bit to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden began to start to head over to the rock, as it was not all too far away from me right at this very moment in time any ways. As I got up to it, I then went on the other side of the rock, as to just where it was that no one would be able to see me, and I then began to start to punch the rock, as hard as I possibly could, all at the exact same time too, as I was doing my best to let out all of my anger on to that rock, all at the exact same time as well, as I continued to punch it as hard as I could right now, over and over again, not giving a care in the world about any thing else. Frankly, right at this very moment in time, I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I was upset about right now, as those thoughts had seemed to manage to start to slip out of my mind, all at the exact same time as well.

I did not care all too much at all how ever, about any of that, as I knew that I was angrier than it had felt like I had ever been angry before. Perhaps Addison was right with the fact that she should not go after me, due to the fact that I was an orc. Look at me right now! I was a mess, and I knew it! I was a little bit worried that I would blow up one of those days, whilst she was there with me, even as much as she always seemed to relax me, and get rid of a lot of the stress and tension that always felt like seemed to build up in me a lot of the time, all at the exact same time too, as I let out quite a bit of a rough sigh to my self once again, all at the exact same time as well, as I did my best to get my focus off of all of those thoughts once again, as I knew that Addison was not where it was that my mind should be at right now, as I was fairly certain that she was going to be gone from my life forever, not too long from now, all at the exact same time too.

She already was gone, hell... What was I even talking about? Every one that used to be a part of my life, besides Eldon and Ashton, they were all gone from it, as I was really starting to feel like I might have made a bit of a grave mistake on the fact that I was joining the army, as I remembered just what it was that was making me blow up right now in the very first place any ways, as it all of the sudden seemed to come back to me, all at the exact same time as well, as to the fact that I knew that we were attacking an orc village, and I was watching a bunch of my own species get ruthlessly murdered right in front of my own eyes, all at the exact same time as well. It was the first time that I had even got to see any one else that was a part of my own species, and of course this just so happened to be the instance that felt like it was the worst time for me, all at the exact same time as well.

I wondered if this was a bit of a plot, and a bit of a scheme to go against me, as to the fact that they were trying to get me as angry as possible, that way they could take me down. Maybe that was why it was that Tanner seemed to be staring at me not all too long ago, as it felt like that might also be as to the fact as to why it was that we had to go and watch an orc village get martyred all of the exact same time as well, as it kind of felt like they really were trying to push all of my buttons right now. I knew that I had to stay strong, as I then all of the sudden began to breath in quite a bit to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I did my best to try to calm my self down, all at the exact same time too, as I felt some thing tingling up in side of me, all at the exact same time as well, which felt quite a bit of a weird feeling to me, all at the exact same time too.

Some thing seemed to be a little bit off right now, if I was going to be for real with my self, as it felt kind of quite a bit weird, all at the exact same time as well, as to the fact that I was even feeling this way in the very first place any ways, as I then all of the sudden tilted my head a bit to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I got my focus on the fact that I knew that I had to keep my head clean, and keep my head ready for just what it was that was going to happen to me next. Though the strange feeling seemed to be getting a little bit stronger, and a little bit worse, all at the exact same time too. Was this some sort of orc power that I had not been told about before? I was not all too sure about it at all, if I was not going to lie to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of heard some one, a bit of a strange voice none the less, begin to speak up from behind me.

I turned my head over to it, as it came as quite a bit of a shock to me, all at the exact same time too, as to just what it was that was going on right at this very moment in time, in the very first place any ways, never the less. I sighed just a bit to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I should do right now. What I saw in front of me, was an orc... It was a female orc at the exact same time too, but that did not make me feel any more safe how ever. I knew that she was still strong, and she could still tear me apart if I did not think fast. I felt like I could not think fast at all how ever, right at this very moment in time for some odd reason or another, as some thing seemed to be quite a bit familiar for some odd reason or another, as to the fact that the orc that I saw in front of me.

The female orc to my surprise, all at the exact same time too, did not seem like she was going to attack me either, as it did not seem like she had a weapon on her at all right now. I still was a little bit worried, none the less, as I felt like I could still not get my self any sort of off guard, all at the exact same time too, as I reached my hand over to my axe that I felt was right on my back, right at this very moment in time, as I was ready to pull it out, when the time came to be, that I needed to use it, which, that time seemed to be coming very soon, as I was worried that there soon might be some more orcs coming with her, all at the exact same time as well. Still, some thing felt a bit strange with this orc to me, and it made me feel quite a bit uncomfortable all at the exact same time as well, to be this close to an orc, all at the exact same time too.

Then, all of the sudden, the female orc nodded to me, all at the exact same time as well, as I saw that she had a bit of a look of some pain on her face, all at the exact same time as well. I was a little bit lost as to just why that might be the case, in the very first place any ways, as I then all of the sudden tilted my head, and I then nodded right back at her, all at the exact same time too, to let the female orc know that I was in fact paying attention as to just what it was that she had to say to me in the very first place any ways. It seemed to make her feel a little bit better, all at the exact same time as well, as she then all of the sudden smiled at me. I did not smile back at her how ever, though I did in fact pay attention as to just what it was that she had to say to me in the very first place any ways, as she then began to speak to me, and I began to listen as to just what it was that she had to say at the exact same time as well, never the less.

"I can't believe I have found you Zin... I have been hoping to find you for so long..."