THINKING OF THE FUTURE

I slept at Kyle's place again. I guess I will have to get used to that, since he just put down a massive down payment on that new condo. And unlike the ones we are in now, that one was only available to purchase, not to rent.

Am I really ready to settle down like that? Am I willing to put in roots and give up my semi nomadic lifestyle? This would be hard for me. I really don't know if I will be able to handle it.

In all fairness, I have lived nearly half of my life without ever having anything permanent. I never kept a permanent address because I moved a lot. I never kept cars because they would lead back to me. I never did anything for myself because it would lead back to Victor.

If it hadn't been for EZ and his family taking care of me then I would still be slumming it. I had the money to do better but better meant permanent paperwork and landlords that actually filed paperwork. I needed the crappy ones that would help hide me without even realizing it.