Treated Like a Patient

Back then, sex for me was just a part of the conquest. It became the defining moment of successfully stealing the girl from whatever kind of relationship they had. Whether I did it with them with the right amount of emotion or just pure lust that was fueled by my desire, I had no idea.

In any case, watching Hiyori dance on top of me with the same expression as before and feeling the same emotions raging in our chests, I could now honestly say that I definitely love all of them without being aware of it. And it’s the same for those who chose not to pursue me.

How broken am I, really? If I understood how much I loved them back then, I wouldn’t have done something to make them cry, hurt or be in pain.