can be

can be careless like that!? What is going on in your head that you still hit a bench so big?!"

asked Papa in a loud voice.

Papa came out of the room with an angry face and eyes that hated me,

I really never thought that Papa could be like that to me and I never thought the words spoken by Papa made my heart hurt more than what Ayuna did to me.

I saw Ayuna laughing happily lowering me because she had seen that Papa was not defending me at all and maybe now in Ayuna's heart she will feel very proud because now Papa is on her side Therefore it will be easier for him to harm me or make me always exclaim tears . Accepting all this treatment now I can only be silent and think to lament for myself because I feel meaningless let alone to cry in front of them it's totally useless for me.