Waiting To Exhale

Alaia's POV

Nick walked out banging the door behind him. The happiness i had allowed myself to feel again this morning had just vanished. We are back to fighting again.

I couldnt help the tears that fell from my eyes. I have cried more in this house that i have in the last 10 years of my entire life.

I don't even know how to process this anymore. Everytime i think Nick and I can have a chance, it falls apart. I should have known better than to get carried away like i did. I can only imagine what Nick's family are thinking of me right now. What Marco and Allessio must think of me. They have been so nice to me and maybe that is about to change, and Lola, she is like a sister to me. Am sure she will hate me now too.