It’s Okay Not To Be Okay

[HAWI]

"No, Ruru. I don't agree with you," Hawi said and Rukiya Greyson looked at her mate, wondering what the fuck the mad woman was on this time. 

"What?" Ruru asked as she squinted her eyes at her mate who was still bloodied. 

"I said no," Hawi insisted and Ruru wasn't sure what to tell her mate, really.

"Well then, it is what it is. We have better things to do and focusing on grief when we might lose more along the way isn't exactly a way to deal with this. I don't know what's wrong with you right now…

"… But I expected you more than anyone to understand," Ruru said disappointedly.

She was right though. Hawi wasn't giving her a reason and just saying no like this was some yes or no situation. Their fates were bound, their lives were fucked long before they were born and all she had was a no ready on her lips.

It wasn't exactly fair, and Hawi needed to understand that.