KENMA'S THOUGHTS

(Kenma's POV)

So Taehyung's going to meet Kageyama, it absolutely slipped my mind, he told me about it earlier, a few days back I suppose. I hope she's ready by now, I adjust my tie, brush off my coat before I walk into her room. "Hika-" I lower my voice and don't finish calling out her name. She's so immersed in viewing the scenery outside. How cute. I smile to myself and silently make my way towards her, I stand right behind her and place my hand on the glass glancing outside and then back at her tiny figure. I feel her shiver as she turns towards me. I want to embrace her, keep her safe, keep her within my sight forever.

"Let's go, shall we?" I smile the brightest. For once, I feel like I'm not faking my personality, she makes me feel different. Or maybe there's something about her that's different than the rest. I notice her small causalities, it's so adorable, how she bites her lower lip when she gets nervous. She's so simple-headed and easy to intimidate, I want to do so much to her, yet I'm holding back, for once I am. I want her to choose herself, why is it that I'm being this thoughtful? In the many centuries of my life, if I desired something or someone, I had it, just the way i wanted.

I sigh to myself while I momentarily glance at her, sitting beside me, all curled up sleeping like a baby. Why am I being this soft? This isn't like me at all, but I don't think, I'm the only one experiencing this change, these feelings towards her.

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I watch her eyes light up as we walk on the beach. I take her hand in mine, so cold, yet so soft. When I embrace her, I can feel her heart racing against mine.

Hikari means "Light" in Japanese, she is proving to live up to her name. She might as well light up our lives, not that we aren't happy, content, we have everything but there's always this void that none of us talk about. A void in our lives, that never seems to fill.

There are so many things I want to ask her, so many things I wish to tell her about myself, and who we really are....

But I shouldn't be too naive. Humans are nothing but the worst afterall.