I Think I'm Crazy

Momo's POV

"You should get over her, Momo," Jeongyeon said as we sit on our bed.

She's been bugging me about Nayeon recently. Nayeon is my crush, scratch that, she's my first love. I'm in love with her ever since we've met.

You can say it's love at first sight. My heart keeps pounding whenever she's around. Butterflies in my stomach and other things you find in cliche movies.

"I can't Jeong," I sighed, "She makes me feel things that anyone can't."

She rolled her eyes at that. "There are many girls out there trying to be your girlfriend, like onces."

Aish this girl, bringing out the onces. Once is the name of our fandom. I'm in a group called Twice. You can say that we are famous around the world, we are called the 'Nation's Girl Group.' Nayeon, is the oldest among us, then Jeongyeon, me, Sana my bestfriend, Jihyo our leader, Mina my other bestfriend, Dahyun our little dubu, Chaeyoung the baby tiger,and Tzuyu our maknae princess but she's evil sometimes, she's savage.

I laid on Jeong and I's bed and sighed. This is so unfair. Nayeon unnie gives me the cold shoulder when off camera. She would just ignore me and just answers my questions when she's feeling like it. I always wonder if I did something wrong. The way she treats me is so different on how she treats the other members.

She's so nice to them but to me? She's only nice when she's feeling like it. Other than that she ignores me,that girl is seriously so complicated. She's known as the touchiest member. She's clingy sometimes to me though. Keyword Sometimes.

I groaned and ruffled my hair.

"It's funny seeing you like this, I'm the only one who knows about your love for her," She laughed and laid down beside me hugging me.

I swear I can't live without this girl with me. She's been by my side besides Sana and Mina.

"It's not funny Jeong, you'll realize it when you fall in love," I said and hugged her laying my head on her chest.

"Who's falling in love?" A familiar voice asked.

I was startled so I stood up and looked at the person who talked in a terrified expression.

It was Nayeon.

She looked at us with a raised eyebrow. And here goes my heart again.

"Nevermind, you two get ready we have a fan meeting in about 5 hours," she said and walked out of our room but before that she glared at Jeongyeon.

Jeongyeon was holding her laughter and looked at me.

"Oh, if you only knew," she said and walked out of the room.

I looked at her back in a confused way, what is she trying to say?

I just sighed and laid down for 5 minutes before walking out of the room to get ready.

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I finished getting ready and we are in the van already going to the venue where our fan meeting is going to be.

I'm currently between Nayeon and Jeongyeon.

My heart is beating faster than ever as I expected it to be and I sighed. I clutched my chest.

"Can't you beat normally? Pabo heart," I mumbled.

"Are you okay?" Jeongyeon asked with concern.

I nodded my head and smiled at her.

"Cute," Jeongyeon mumbled but I didn't hear it.

I raised my eyebrow and she just shook her head.

I felt a hand on my left thigh and knew that it is Jeongyeon and just left it there.

I felt a glare on me and turned to see Nayeon glaring at me.

What now? Did I do something again? I don't remember doing something that made her mad.

I just sighed and laid my head on Jeongyeon's shoulder and I felt her lay her head on my head and I smiled.

I just fell asleep and dreamt about her.

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I felt someone shaking me. I sat up straight and looked around to see that we are here at the venue.

I looked at the person and saw Nayeon standing there with an annoyed expression.

Maybe she's annoyed with me.

"The girls are inside now they want me to wake you up, so hurry up we still need to get our makeup done and the outfits we will wear," she said and turned around and walked away.

"Wait!!" I shouted and got my bag.

But she didn't even wait for me. I got out and said bye to the driver.

I cursed under my breath when I saw that Nayeon already left me and I'm here trying to remember where we are supposed to be.

Where are my bestfriends when I need them?

Now that I think of it, why aren't they the one to wake me up?

Are they just beeing lazy bums or they really want me to die here. I know I'm exaggerating but what am I supposed to do here in this big place? There's a high chance I might get lost and some stupid creepy guy tries to rape me?

That's a no no.

I sighed and sat on a bench.

Trying to think what I should do.

Pabo Nayeon for leaving me here when she knows that I always get lost in this big place.

Ugh....

I felt someome sat beside me and I was getting scared, what if it's a creepy guy? I'm doomed.

I tried not to lift my head up so that he or she can just go away.

"Need help?" A voice said and it's a guy.

He was asking if I need any help, I don't want to say it but I really need help badly.

So I lift my head up and saw a cute guy smiling at me.

"U-uh, yes, can you?" I stuttered because who wouldn't?

There's a cute guy beside me like really cute. Cute things are my weakness that's why I fell in love with Nayeon cause she's cute.

Ugh, Momo stop thinking about her, she's the one who left you remember?

"Yeah, sure," he smiled, "Aren't you Momo from twice, the really good dancer?"

I nodded my head and looked at him confused.

"You're famous remember?" He said and chuckled, "I don't know if you remember me correctly but I'm Ten, we were in Hit The Stage together."

My eyes widened,"You're the one who is so good at dancing, I'm like not that good."

I was feeling shy, why didn't I remember him? Pabo Momo, how can you forget such a cute guy?

Anyways, maybe I didn't recognize him because he looks different from what I can remember. He became manly but still cute in my eyes.

He chuckled,"But you are still so good at dancing for me, you are not the dancing machine if you are not. And you still looked beautiful."

I blushed and giggled. My gosh Momo what are you doing? You are never like this.

"You're going to your fan meeting right?" He asked.

I nodded my head,"Yeah, but Nayeon left me here, so I don't know where it is, manager nim is not here to help me."

He hummed and looked at me,"Let me help you, we should go ask some of the staff here, they might know."

"Really? Thank you so much Ten-ssi," I grinned and he blushed.

"No problem, for a pretty girl like you," he smiled and I blushed.

Why can't I fall in love with him? He's honestly so sweet.

"Let's go to the lobby, okay?" He said and he gestured for his arm.

I grabbed it and we went there together.

On the way to the lobby we catch up about things, what's going on with our lives.

He said that he was taking a walk around, and he was going to our fan meeting. He said the he has a gift for me but it's a secret.

I was nagging him about it.

"Can you tell what it is? Please?" I pouted.

"Nope, and stop pouting you're too cute, I am just resisting myself from pinching your cute cheeks," he said and I blushed at that.

He is a charmer, I can tell that. He grinned at me.

"Okay then, I'll just have to wait," I said.

He chuckled.

As we arrived, we asked the girl on the counter and she said the way to the fan meeting.

Me and Ten walked all the way to the place and I saw a lot of fans waiting.

They screamed when they saw me and they screamed louder when they saw Ten with me.

They took pictures, we only smiled and wave at them.

I talked to the guards to let us in and they let us.

We arrived at the dressing room and Ten looked at me.

"It's best if I get going now, bye Mogu," he said.

Mogu? Is that a nickname for me? I like it.

"Bye then Oppa, is it okay if I call you that?" I asked him.

He blushed and nodded his head. He walked away while waving.

"Bye! I'll be waiting for that gift!" I shouted.

"You should be! It's the best gift ever! I promise!" He said and wave back.

I looked at his retreating back but before he's completely gone. He looked back at me and did a cute v pose. I did the same while giggling.

I knew that we will be good best friends.

I walked inside the dressing room and I saw the girls panicking.

"Nayeon! Why would you leave Momo out there?! You know that she'll get lost!" Jihyo shouted.

Jeez, she's so loud. I always wonder if she swallowed a mic. So loud. But I love her.

"Well, I'm sorry. It's not my fault that she's a pabo sometimes," I admit that hurts but I know it's true.

"Nayeon!"

"Guys, stop fighting, I'm here," I interrupted and they looked at me.

"Momo!" they said in unison except for her.

"We're so sorry Momo, we shouldn't have left you in Nayeon's hands," Sana said and hugged me.

"It's okay Sana, plus if Nayeon did not leave me there then I wouldn't have met him," I mumbled out the last sentence.

"What?" They asked.

I shook my head and smiled,"I should get ready so we can start the fan meeting."

They nodded and I sat at a stool.

The make up artist did all the work on my make up. And my stylist helped me wear my outfit.

All through that, I didn't miss the glances Nayeon throws at my way.

I wonder, why is she looking at me?