WARNING:SPG (UNBEARABLE)
Nanggigigil na lumapit na ako kina Ashmere. Tumayo agad sila nang mapansin akong papalapit.
Pinasingkit ko ang mga mata kay Ashmere at umirap bago nagpaalam kay Tran nang malumanay bago tumalikod at iniwan sila.
Narinig ko na nagpaalam ni Ashmere sa kapatid ko at kay Tran.
Then I heard his footsteps behind me.
"Where are we going now?"paos na tanong ni Ashmere sa gilid ko. Nilagpasan ko ang kotse niya at galit na lumakad ng mas mabilis.
But with his long legs, he caught up to me easily.
When I didn't answer him, he grabbed my wrist. I struggled immediately.
"Don't touch me with your filthy hand!"
He furrowed his eyebrows. Then scratched his temple.
"What's the matter now baby?"naguguluhang tanong niya.
"You tell me Mr Monteverde!"
"I really can't understand you baby. I don't know where your anger's coming from."
Humarap ako sa kanya at dinuro duro siya sa dibdib.
"You fucking fucked my sister! Ano? Ide-deny mo? Naalala ka nyang naging customer niya! Nakakadiri ka!"galit kong sigaw.
Natigilan siya at pinagsalubong ang mga kilay. Parang nag iisip. He looked dark and sexy.
Pero nandidiri na ako sa kanya! Hindi ko matanggap na natikman na siya ni Ate.
Then his expression lightened. I gritted my teeth and slapped his cheek.
"Sige! Alalahanin mo pa. Ano masarap?"Sigaw ko habang nakatagilid ang mukha niya at tumalikod na para maglakad palayo sa kanya.
I felt him instantly beside me.
Tumakbo na ako. Nanginginig na ako sa galit. Bakit kailangan pa kasing ma in love ako sa taong masyadong makati..
"B-baby.. let me explain."habol niya ay hinila ako para tumigil.
"Anong ii-explain mo? Kung gaano ka nag enjoy kay Ate?"sigaw ko.
Napapangiti na siya. Halata ang saya.
Aba't! Talagang iniinis ako!
Hinampas hampas ko na siya sa dibdib na hindi man lang niya tinakpan.
He just secured me on my waist to stop myself from falling on the dirt.
Nang manghina ako ay mabilisan niya akong binuhat ng parang sako.
"Ashmere! Ibaba mo ako!"galit kong hinampas ang likuran niyang matigas.
"Hmm.. I told you, we have to talk about all our problems. You just can't decide on your own."malumanay na sabi niya. Halata pa rin ang amusement sa boses.
"Ayoko! Break na tayo! Hinding hindi na ako mapapakali na yong boyfriend ko naging customer na ni Ate."sumasakit ang puso ko na sigaw sa likuran niya.
Ibinaba niya ako nang mabuksan niya ang pintuan ng kotse. I tried to escape but he blocked me.
Napapikit na siya at hinilot ang temple niya.
"Baby.. nothing happened. I was busy thinking of you that night."maikli niyang paliwanag.
"Utot mo!"angil ko.
He chuckled and pushed me in his car.
"This is kidnapping Ashmere!"Sigaw ko.
"You're not a kid anymore. You said you're eighteen now."
"Buwisit ka! Pilosopo!"hinampas hampas ko ang bintana nya nang hindi ko mabuksan ang pintuan ng kotse.
"Hmm.." nangingiting niyang binuhay ang makina ng kotse pagpasok niya at mabagal na nagdrive. Nagniningning ang mga mata.
"Ibaba mo ako."matigas kong utos.
Umiling niya at itinaas ang isang kilay.
"Fat chance. We have to talk about our problem. No more running away. No more breaking up with me. That's childish." Seryosong sagot niya.
Pinagkrus ko ang mga braso at tumingin na lang sa labas ng bintana. Kahit ayokong gawin ay tama siya. Pero nakakagigil pa rin.
"We'll go home, and we'll talk quietly in my room. Understand?"
Hindi na ako sumagot. Bahala siyang mapagod sa kakasalita.
Nang makarating kami sa bahay nila at inunlock niya ang kotse ay agad akong lumabas at pumasok sa bahay nila.
Binati ako ng mga kasambahay nila na magalang kong nginitian.
I felt him beside me. He asked for some drinks for us and held my elbow to guide me up the stairs. Hindi na ako pumiglas dahil baka mahulog pa ako.
He left the door opened and made me sit on his bed when we got to his bedroom. While he was stripping off his hoodie, shoes and socks.
Lumuhod siya at tinanggal din ang flat shoes ko. He massaged my feet gently.
Napakagat ako ng labi at iniwas ang mga paa ko.
Tumingala na siya at nakita ko ang madilim nyang mga mata.
I looked away. Hinding hindi niya ako makakaakit ng basta basta.
"Ashmere ito na yong inumin nyo. Anong gusto nyong kainin mamayang tanghalian?"Pumasok na si Aling Nena at inilapag ang tray sa coffee table ni Ashmere.
"What do you wanna have baby?"tanong naman sa akin ni Ashmere. Nahihiya akong singhalan si Ashmere sa harapan ng mayordoma nila kaya sumagot nalang ako na nakatingin sa matanda. Binalewala ko si Ashmere.
"Sige. Maiwan ko na kayo. Tumawag na lang kayo kung may kailangan pa kayo hane?"napatango na lang ako at itinaas na ang mga paa sa kama.
Ashmere went to lock his door. Then walked towards me while stripping his armani tshirt off.
His hairy chest got exposed. I immediately looked away.
"So..what so you want to talk about?"paos niyang tanong sa akin.
"Ikaw ang nagiinsist na kausapin ako. Hindi ako!"
"Okay.. so it's about your sister right?"
Umirap lang ako sa kawalan at pinagkrus ang mga braso ko.
Narinig ko ang tunog ng sinturon niya kaya napalingon na ako sa kanya.
Anong-
Napaluhod na ako sa kama para patigilin siya sa paghuhubo.
"Anong ginagawa mo?"hindi ako makapaniwalang tanong sa kanya.
"We're talking."
"Talking? Pero naghuhubad ka dyan? Ibang usap ata yong gusto mong gawin."sarcastic kong tanong.
"Yeah right because soon, our body and soul will do the next talking too."
"Grabeng taas ng confidence mo dung! Hinding hindi mo ako makukuha! Not after you fuck my sister!"Paluhod akong lumayo kay Ashmere nang lumapit siya na naka boxer briefs na lang.
Kinakabahan na ako sa nakikitang laki ng bukol niya sa harapan.
"Nothing happened between me and your sister. I swear." Gumapang siya sa akin palapit.
Nagmadali na akong pumunta sa dulo ng bed niya.
"Lumayo ka sa akin Ashmere!"
"What did she say exactly?"he asked me patiently.
"Bakit pa? Hindi na kailangan yon. I want to break up with you!"
"My ears are hurting from hearing those words baby. Stop saying that or you'll regret it." He said while clenching his jaw.
"Anong gagawin mo? Sasaktan mo ako?"hamon ko.
"Hmm..Not intentionally though.. with my size and all." Sabi niya at itinuro ang harapan niya.
Ako namang si tanga napatingin na rin. Nanlaki ang mga mata ko sa gulat. Mas lumaki pa siya ng doble!
"See.. so please tell me what your thoughts are and we'll talk about it like a grownup couple." Mahinahon niyang sabi at hinila ako sa mga braso. Napatili ako sa biglaan njyang paghila at dinaganan na ako.
"This is the first time you became so violent with your jealousy. It's hella sexy and hot."he whispered and kissed my neck. Kinikilabutan akong mapapigil sa paghinga.
"M-mag uusap pa tayo d-diba?"utal kong tanong.
"Uh huh.."tumango tango siya habang sumisinghot singhot sa leeg ko.
Napakagat labi ako.
"M-magsalita ka na."utal kong utos at tinulak ang mga braso niya.
He sighed and sat up. Agad din akong naupo.
"Okay. That was when I first saw you in the bar. I had a few drinks with my friends. Then your sister and her friends came in our room to be our companion." Napaisip ako. Medyo maaga pa yong time na nagkita kami ni Ashmere. Pero malay ko ba kung maaga din silang nagsex!
"I planned on leaving early like what Coles said when he found us kissing.."napatango tango na ako.
"You see baby.. I told you that I liked sex so much.. but that time, I was fed up with it. I even thought I was sick with something..I was proved wrong when my mother forced me to see your picture.. because suddenly my heart beat fast again. My mind and body became excited to see you.. you're all I could think of that time. Ikaw lang.."
Napalabi na ako. Yong puso ko sumasayaw sa saya. Rupok ko eh..
Napalingon kaming dalawa nang tumunog ang cellphone ko sa may paanan ng kama.
He immediately lunged to check the caller.
He got annoyed and canceled it. I furrowed my eyebrows.
"Just him again. Fucking hell."Inis na sabi niya.
"Baka may importanteng sasabihin Ashmere."sabi ko at pilit inaabot ang cellphone ko.
"There's nothing to talk about. You've seen him and your sister. That's enough. I want my time with you!"giit niya.
Tumunog ulit ang cellphone ko at unknown number naman na ang tumatawag.
"Ashmere! Give me back my phone or else you won't get your sex today!" I shouted annoyed.
Nagmumura siya ng mahina habang inaabot ang cellphone sa akin.
"Put it on loudspeaker then."galit na niyang sabi.
Napairap ako pero sinunod siya.
"He-hello Gia? Si Ate Rose mo to." Halata ang kaba sa boses ni Ate.
Bigla din akong kinabahan kaya napaupo ako ng maayos. Si Ashmere ay lumapit sa akin at isinandal ako sa dibdib niya.
"Anong nangyayari dyan?"
"Ahmm.. yong kaninang pinag usapan natin. Hindi ko pa rin kasi makalimutan. Then Tran said you and Ashmere were fighting on the street kanina.. I wanna clear what I said. I was a bit insensitive, sorry. "Dire-diretsong sabi ni Ate.
"Naging customer ko siya pero nagbigay lang yan ng tip. Walang nangyari sa amin. Sana maging okay na kayo.. sorry kung nagsalita ako nang hindi nag iisip kanina."paghingi ng paumanhin ni Ate.
Napatango ako kahit hindi nya ako nakikita. Kahit hindi naman niya ako tawagan, naniniwala ako sa mga sinabi ni Ashmere.
"Sige na.. mag usap kayong mabuti ni Ashmere ha. H'wag mo nang pakawalan yan."payo ni Ate. Nakaramdam ako ng init sa dibdib ko. Ngayon ay talagang kapatid na ang turing niya sa akin..parang hindi ako makapaniwala..
Napasinghot ako habang nagpapasalamat.
Ashmere placed me on his lap and hugged me from behind when the call dropped.
"Why are you crying again?"Malambing niyang tanong.
"Kasi ngayon lang ako nakarinig ng ganoong mga salita kay Ate.."
"Shh.."he said then lifted me up so I can face him. I held onto his shoulders and kissed him.
"Sorry kung padalos dalos ulit ako sa desisyon ko Ashmere.."nahihiya kong sabi at tumingin sa mukha niya.
His eyebrow rose up and looked at me darkly.
"You should be."
Napapout ako. He caged my face and kissed me hard.
Napahawak ako sa buhok niya at sinuklay ito.
"What can I do if my heart chose someone as young as you?"Nakapikit nyang sabi.
Napangisi ako. At hinila siya para bulungan.
"Pero sabi nila.. mas masarap ang mga bata Ashmere.. We're tighter and wetter.."At lumayo. He swore and pulled me to kiss him.
Napapikit ako at humalik pabalik. Nakakalunod ang mga halik niya. Finally.. I would be able to love him totally.
Napasinghap ako ng bumaba ang mga mga labi niya at kumagat kagat sa leeg ko.
He grabbed my hair and angled my head to access my neck more.
I bit back my moan. His other hand was caressing my back up and down. His touch were like fire burning me.
"Ashmere.."hindi ko na mapigilang ungol ng humawak siya sa baywang ko at idiniin ako sa kandungan nya.
Ramdam na ramdam ko ang malaki at matigas nyang bukol.
Napahawak ako sa dibdib niya at dumama. He held his breath and stopped kissing my neck.
He leaned back with his hand behind him to support his weight. He was biting his lower lip and eyes closed. So sexy.. so mine..
Ginanahan ako sa nakikita ko kaya nagtanggal ako ng dress at naupo ulit sa kandungan niya.
Napaungol kaming dalawa nang magtama ang pagitan namin.
"You're so sexy baby.."bulong ni Ashmere at tumingin sa katawan ko.
Nakasuot ako ng lace underwear kaya kitang kita ang aking pagkababae.
I felt excited and needy.
"Really?"malamyos kong tanong at idinikit ang dibdib kanya.
I reached out for his lips to place a chaste kiss on his lips. He groaned in protest when I kept taunting him.
"You want me like this hmm?"i asked and rubbed myself on him.
"Fuck!"he hissed but didn't move.
"How about this one.."i said then dipped my head to kissed his neck. I licked and sucked his neck like an ice cream.
"Baby.."he moaned feverishly.
He lifted me up so he can leaned on the headboard. When he was done, he held my waist tightly and asked for me to continue.
I kissed his neck some more then went down to his hard chest. Pumisil pisil ako at kinurot ang magkabilaan niyang nipples.
He swore loudly and was breathing hard.
My mouth replaced my fingers and licked him. Then sucked.
I never knew that I could make Ashmere crazy like this.. my heart was brimming with pride.
"Baby.. no more.."he said while biting his lip.
I was in between him kissing his hard abdomen when he said that.
I stopped and looked at him.
He opened his eyes full of desire and pulled me for a kiss.
Then he pushed me on the bed and lie on top of me. His arms were supporting his weight.
"Ashmere.. I wanna know if I can carry you fully while we're having sex." I requested.
"Later baby.. i wanna taste you first. I've been dying to taste your first cum in my mouth.."he said then pulled me up to removed my lace brassiere. My boobs bounced when I got freed. His hands followed. And massaged it gently.
Napahiga ako sa panghihina. He thumbed my peaks and twisted it softly. I moaned in pleasure.
Nang nawala ang mga kamay niya ay napadilat ako at lumunok.
He pulled down his boxers and his huge shaft sprang up. Too big and long.. pink tip and veiny..
Napaupo ako at inabot ito.
He clenched his jaw when I held him tight and played with his tip. Then I spread his precum and licked my finger.
"Baby.. damn hot."he bit his lower lip and pulled the back of my head and kissed me hungrily.
"I love you so much baby.."he let me go and pushed me back down the bed and covered me with his naked body.
He caressed my lower lips, down to my neck, to my shoulders arms and hands. Then played with my breast and down to my flat tummy and waist and hips..
Hindi ako humihingang hinihintay siyang hawakan ang pagkababae ko pero nilagpasan niya lang ito. Soon his lips followed.
Ramdam na ramdam ko na ang pamamasa ng pagkababae ko. At hindi na ako mapakali. Init na init na akong hinihintay siya sa susunod niyang gagawin.
"I'll make love to every part of your body. There'll be no bit that would be left untouched and unloved."humahalik siya habang nagsasalita.
Napakapit ako sa balikat niya nang pinagtuunan niya ng pansin ang mga dibdib ko.
I was panting with so much sensation.
"A-Ashmere.. I want you now.."tawag ko sa kanya.
"Be patient.."he said with licking my nipple.
Pumikit na lang ulit ako at kumapit sa balikat niya.
When his lips went down to my flat tummy, down to my waist and hips, I was breathing so hard.
"Ashmere.."my heart was beating so hard.
"You love me right?"he said after kissing every part of my body except my center.
I moaned in anticipation. And nodded.
"I wanna hear you say it baby. "He demanded and pulled my head to make me sit up. He was kneeling down in between me.
"Yes.. yes.. I love you. I love you so much." I said with my fast heart beat. I looked at his stern eyes. He was like an alpha male. In control and fierce. Dominant.
"Good girl. I love you too baby.. and we'll do this every fucking day of our lives."he said and gently pushed me back down on the bed and pulled my ankles up and placed them over his shoulders. He then nuzzled his nose on my fully clothed center.
I gasped and squirmed under him. Napapadaing ako habang pinapanood ko siyang halikan ang pagkababae ko na basang basa na.
"Ashmere.. take me now!"daing ko nang kagatin niya ako.
Napasinghap ako nang punitin niya ang aking lace panty at tuluyang hinalikan ang labi ko sa ibaba.
"Ashmere...."napasabunot ako sa kanya ng sipsipin niya ako at taas babang pagdila sa akin.
Para na akong nahihibang na tinatawag siya. Ramdam ko ang tila may kung anong gustong lumabas sa akin..
When he stuck his tongue in and out of me, I cried his name out loud. Then I felt my release.. so powerful.. so hard.
I shivered and shakily pulled him up when he didn't stop licking me.
"Ashmere.."tawag ko sa kanya.
He stopped and licked his red moist lips while crawling on top of me.
"You love that?"he asked darkly. Eyes were also dark with lust. I nodded slowly. I suddenly felt tired.
He smirked and settled in between me.
"You'll like my cock more baby.. "
Napapigil ako sa dibdib niya ng akma na siyang dadagan sa akin.
"A-Ashmere.. it's my first time.."kinakabahan na naeexcite kong paalala sa kanya.
"I know.. don't worry. I'll be gentle."he said then pulled my hands and kissed both my palms and placed them over my head.
"Okay.." i murmured and bit my lips when he secured my legs round his waist and slowly thrust.
Then he trusted hard. I shrieked in pain and shock. Nanlaki ang mga mata ko ng akala ko ay dadahan dahanin niya ito.
Napaupo na ako habang hawak ang braso niya sa magkabilaang balakang ko.
"Ouch Ashmere! You said you'll be gentle!" Lumuluha kong puna at tinulak siya paalis sa akin.
I saw him panic and reached for my head to kiss me.
"Sorry baby. But that's the only thing I know that'll make it more bearable to you. I'm half there baby.. don't worry."
Pinahiga niya ako ulit at sumulong ulit. Napakagat ako ng labi nang may napunit sa kalooban ko. Ang sakit..
Ayoko namang patigilin siya dahil kitang kita ko kung paano na siya mahirapan. He was sweaty and flushed from his cheeks down to his chest. I placed my hands on his chest and touched his hard muscles to keep my mind busy.
"Baby.. just please stop doing anything.. you're making me hornier."gigil na sabi niya at umabante ulit.
I cried out in pain when I felt full and stretched.
Napatingin ako sa pagitan namin at nakitang nakapasok na siya ng buong buo.
"Ang sakit Ashmere.. Parang hindi ko kaya.." daing ko at humikbi.
"Baby.. it'll get better soon. I promise.."he said then put his weight on me.
I hissed in pain when our bodies moved.
"Sorry baby.."he then kissed me hungrily and started touching me again. He wrapped his hand around my neck and squeezed it gently before going down to my shoulders and arms..
"I'll move baby. Let me know if you're still in pain."paalam nya na ikinatango ko na lang.
He then moved slowly. I gritted my teeth when the pain was still unbearable.
He stopped and waited again. I could hear his laboured breathing and feel his fast heartbeat.
"Baby.."daing niya. Parang hindi na niya kayang magpigil.
Naawa na ako kaya tumango na ako.
He then moved slowly at first. Testing me.. when I didn't react, he moved faster and deeper.
Hindi ko mapigilang mapasigaw sa bawat bayo niya. But I never made him stop. It would be too painful for him. I rather feel the pain and give him pleasure like how he made me feel.
"Baby.. fuck. So wet and tight.."He said while ramming his shaft into me.
He then put this weight fully and kissed me while his thrust became more frantic and desperate. I felt something bottling up inside me again.
Humalik ako pabalik sa kanya na halos lamunin na ako.
He then stopped and looked at my eyes..
"I'll make you cum again baby.."
I bit my lips and nodded.
"Then I'll cum inside you."he huskily said then thrusted deeper, harder and faster..
"Ashmere!"I screamed when I felt my walls clenched.
"I love you baby!"he said.
I felt him become bigger inside me then his warm sperm filled me up.
Dinaganan niya ako at humalik sa mga labi ko.
"We'll spend all day here in my room baby. That's how I badly need you."he whispered and kissed me again.
Inaantok at pagod na pagod na humalik ako pabalik.
"Pahinga muna Ashmere."sabay tulak ko sa kanya.
"Not yet baby.."he smirked and rotated his hips.
Napasinghap ako sa kiliti at hapdi.
"I'm ready for round two baby.."he said then attacked me again.
All I could do was to shriek and accept his rough and deep thrusts.