Vivian's and Eldrian's condition

The start was shockingly difficult, almost like his mind was filled with quicksand. No matter how he tried to clear his mind, it just kept being filled endlessly.

After what felt like an hour or more, he finally succeeded to calm his mind and settle in his own mind space in what felt like an unstable little cave. About to collapse at any second. 

'If just clearing my head is so hard, what is it going to be like trying to enter my soul?' Eldrian wondered, suspecting that for the moment he would not be able to return to Earth. While this was certainly a problem, Eldrian decided to trust that Two would be able to keep his body alive and safe. 

Eldrian had no wish to wake up in an experimentation room and he had no idea what would happen if he lost his body. The more he thought on this, the more his little cave started shaking. 'No, I can't be distracted.'