Lost and never to be found/ Life

I feel so lost in my own home.

I feel so lost next to my dearest ones.

I feel so lost counting the seconds.

Deep down I still feel so lost when I am the most happy...

So how can I find what I lost?

So how can you expect me to be alright?

My soul is lost and never to be found.

Is living worth the pain?

Is living worth the guilt?

Is living worth the shame it brings?

Existing is exhausting.

Cést la vie.