I wonder why?

I am in the fields as I run noticing the green grass below me and the blue sky that seems virtual to my eyes. I don't remember who I am or for how long I have been here all I know is that I am trapped or have been here for a very long time...

I have always wondered what this place is supposed to signify? I mean why am I here. I tried to inflict damage on my self but it just fades away in this purple like glow that shines and then disappears as if it never existed in the first place.

I am now running in these fields of green that never change color but one day I noticed the sun change to red for a brief moment and then it changed color as if it that change never even happened. "Hmm..." I looked down and started to experiment to see how far this place can carry me so I wanted to see if I tried to imagine something will it happen?

My thoughts started talking to me as I noticed that my imagination is the gateway outta' this place so I grabbed my head and hit it multiple times trying to find my dreams and the only thing that can break the glass that keeps this place together.

I look up and touch my minds eye which is located on the middle of my forehead and try to think of the past and how I arrived here. What I arrived to wasn't pleasant it was the creation of my siblings and my father which is known as God? My mind then shifts to a scene that horrifies me.

My hands are filled with blood and around me is all red and black as I see my father looking at me with scorn and ultimately disappointment. He says "I created you and your siblings to create order not destroy it! It seems you don't deserve such power as it gets to your head. As punishment you will be banished in your mind." My other self laughs and just laughs...

So it seems I was the Devil?

My surroundings start to fade and the green grass and blue sky start to turn into this reddish, black color that has fire in the pits of it's darkness that seems to be calling me.

I now see what my existence was created for. Father was wrong. I was created for chaos and torment of every being that has ever existed but I still wonder...