The Feeling of Being Alive

"This time, I knew what I was fighting for, I did not kill for the pleasure of doing it. When I stood up from the pile of enemies' bodies, I have never felt the meaning of 'being alive' so clearly before. Although my feelings are not as strong as Elvis, it was enough for me to thank you." Auretin was expressionless, but he said it slowly yet firmly, making Gu Mengmeng convinced that he was not being polite, not trying to fawn upon her, but it was his honest feelings.

Feeling the meaning of 'being alive'…

This sentence sounded familiar.

Ah, Gu Mengmeng remembered, she had heard Elvis saying something similar.

Before establishing Saint Nazaire, he wandered around, stirring up trouble and getting into fights just for the pleasure of killing. In the end, even killing made him numbed, the biggest question he had that time was… why live?

So when he met Lea and Lea suggested on establishing a tribe, he agreed on it out of boredom.