Still Hurtin'

Let's talk about the world,

The people, the society, with their myrth

the government and their conquered

The evironment and their broken fate

World is a paradise of gray,

Without anyone ever being in complete bright ray

Man created a fantasy,

Where anyone can wander easily

Mankind doin' fine

Until they found themselves lost in vine

Loneliness like never-ending arrows in void

Lashes out the bliss of the sweet brine

How about we talk about us

Oh! I forgot to ask first if there's a reason

Well, I'll just pretend there's something between us

Now, let's talk and make some reasons

You gave me another reason not to stop

Aren't you sorry for makin' me messed

Lettin' me continue to wander in your trap

Thinkin' that there's still hope, no less

You're indeed cruel for makin' me wait

Don't you realized I've been always hurt

Until now you made me feel the pain of your bait

Though I can stop right now, for you, am sure to wait.

Did I expect too much?

Oh! Wrong question.

Do I have the right to ask?

Much better

You've been always like this

You left me thinkin' about posibilities

Did I overthink

Well, ah guess, am just a brink

People may think am in sync

Oh please, please read my lips

Understand my hands

And look into my eyes

Am I really worthy of this mess

They always say am too kind

I'm not but when it comes to you, my mess

I guess, am indeed a fool kind

Its always been like this

Am always here when you needed

Ready to make you feel pleased

But how about me? I need you as well

Am no angel nor a goddess

That can give you anything you want

But I can always make you my priority

Even greater than what you think I could do

You're hurt, yeah sure

How can you let me enter there

If things isn't clear but blur

Let yourself feel first the cure

Let us make things easy for the both of us

We can never escape the space around us

Let first the broken hearts heal

Let each other be freed from pain

Questions have been rushin' through my head

It makes me dizzy like I've drunk a whole case

It hurt as hell, I feel numb, feels like dead

Makin' me find answers in a cementery  thread

The worst is to question myself

Loosing the once eagerness

Makin' my mind a broken shelf

Pieces of ideas become a complete mess

How can I write a song that's about us

If there's nothing between us

I promised that my writing wouldn't last

Then I wrote a poem that's not about you

Only to find out that its all for you