Chapter 1: Oh right, I died...

Where am I?

Why is it so dark here.

Oh right, I died.

I was stupid, so stupid to believe in his word. His words filled with sweet nothings and the promises. That what it was just words. I should have known better but I thought he was different from everyone else. I was so wrong. I mean who would love someone like me, an orphan, someone that nobody wanted.

I had to watch my brothers and sisters being adopted one after the other. No one wanted me because of my different color eyes and my flower shaped birthmark on my forehead. I even tried covering my eye with an eye patch but it only made it worse since they thought I was blind in one eye.

The only one that said I was beautiful was my guardian angel. I met him while hiding in a tunnel of a slide. I saved him by pulling him in the tunnel with me. When our eyes meet he said, "So beautiful. Such beauty should not be crying here all alone". At that moment I thought he was beautiful too. He was my first love even though I know it is not real. But felt so real to me. Even though he was hurt he comfort me and handled me all night. The next day when I woke up he was gone. He left with a piece of my heart. That made me believe that there is someone out there that will loves me, for me. I have not thought about my guardian angel in 14 years.

If I can go back in time and relive my life I would make some changes in my life for the better. I won't be easily fooled by men like my ex. I won't be used like how my sister used me. I will live for myself. I will treat people that was kind to me with kindness and the people that was not kind with a taste of their own medicine.

If I can just go back. Maybe I will find that same connection I had with my guardian angel and take care of my grandfather that treated so well when I came home. Also make a name for myself and on those headlines and awards will have my name on it, Yun Yue Guang.

I will have my revenge and have my own happy ending.

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What is this blinding light?

"Nurse! I think she is waking up now. Yue Guang, how are you feeling?"

She feels someone really close to her. She opened her eyes and shocked. She saw her best friend, Lin Yunfeng. Wondering why does she look so young and why is she wearing her old high school uniform.

The first words she spoke, "Am I dead?"

Lin Yun Feng laughed at her.

"Yue Guang, you will not die on my watch."

She yelled for the nurse.

"Nurse! I think my friend here need her brain checked. I think her fall down the stairs messed up her brain!"

Yun Yue Guang smiled. Only Lin Yun Feng will crack up jokes like that. Even now I can't tell if she is serious or not.

Lin Yun Feng turned back to her and smiled. "Quick Yun Guang, what is today's date?"

"December 25, 2018?"

Lin Yun Feng was shocked but covered it up with a smile. "No silly. It's September 19, 2008."

Yun Yue Guang looked up at the ceiling and smiled.

I am happy that the Gods heard my wish. I really went back in time. It is seems like this is the day that my family came to pick me up from the orphanage. This time things will be different and will let them control my life like before.

"Hey Yue Guang. Don't cry. What is taking the nurse so long? Wait here I will get the nurse right now." Lin Yun Feng dashed away to look for the nurse before Yue Guang can stop her. She touched her face and did not realize she was crying until her friend told her.

Why am I crying?

She cried silently and her tears flowed down her face.

Thank you. Thank you for giving me another chance at life.