day 1of trip (are you okay? )
Did you give that protection to the moon? , what happened after that ,...
"""JIHARA shrugged his shoulders And said...""are you really want to know about ahead ,
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KAKERU smiled and said """yes because i feel bored .and I am not able to sleep.
JIHARA replied """"ok okay you lie down I will tell you further ,
*"""Why,,,,, why should i lie down ,? I can even sit and listen .. KAKERU said .
He replied """"yes but you are must be tired ,,,, I think ..you should lie down and rest ,
KAKERU kept looking at JIHARA for a moment. , KAKERU thinking , that'.... If I look back, perhaps no one would have ever cared for me so much , my parents who were only concerned with earning money ,All my friends who just want to enjoy , and all my girlfriend who only cared about my money card ,,,, No one ever noticed that I can get tired too ,I need rest too ...but this little bird makes me feel very different ,I don't know what I want But right now I just want to be happy , and I am becoming increasingly interested in what this little bird says ,,,, I would like to call that moon unfortunate who made the little bird cry so much. ,,,,, but why am I feeling bad ,, I don't care .....
"""Why you are Staring me ? Are you not going to lie down,?
KAKERU replied"""" yes ,,, you are right,,,I need rest...After that,,,, KAKERU,,, lies down on the same camp bed and says """""Yes now you tell me what happened next ,
JIHARA closes the curtain of the camp, sits next to Kakeru and says with a deep breath .....""""Ahead ....moon said angrily """Are you deaf? You can't hear me ??.....I said, "Take out the sex protection from my bag and give it to me."..... I had put both my hands on my ears, because I could not bear whatever I had heard. ,,,,, I moved my trembling steps forward with difficulty and,,, gave him what he wanted. ..... I saw him when he put his hand out ,,,, and this was the first time I saw his hand....His hand was very white.he was wearing a diamond ring , but his fingers were wet,sticky water on his fingers Yes, I understood what that sticky thing was. , tears came out of both my eyes ,,, I was unlucky to associate myself with the Moon. The truth was that my world and his were very different. I wish I was in that girl's place that day. But that day I became a spectator. ,, he took the sex protection from my hand with a jerk and said """"Your work is done, now leave from here chanting,I ran out fast , and my face was wet , because I was crying so much, I was quite young But still I can feel the pain ,..and I was coming out crying when I bumped into Moon's friends. ,,,, I was wearing a mask so they couldn't recognize me , but one of them said """"Are you blind? ,But I was in no condition to answer. I ran straight home from there , even my bag was taken back by Kaito .and i got sick .
When Kaito came back he was surprised to see my condition. I am burning with fever .....,,,he said """"" hey,, what happened...How did you suddenly become ill? But looking at my scarlet eyes he knew that something bad had happened. ..I cried bitterly .Kaito explained to me once again and said """" I had already told you that ..that boy is not a human being, nor does he have a heart, nor are you two equal., he can never understand your feeling , you better give up now ....I had heard what Kaito said. , but I couldn't even say anything ,,, couldn't go to school for a week ,,, but I couldn't live without looking at him r , I tried a lot to convince myself but my heart is not ready to accept defeat , that was my first insistence , which I wanted to win at any cost , I again gave myself a false consolation and went to school again the next week. Like always my eyes are searching for him , He was not even in the canteen during break time. ....but in the canteen I heard his friends talking that he was in the library. I also did not eat food and gave my tiffin to Kaito and ran towards the library. The bigger the university, the bigger the library had to be. I was looking everywhere quickly. My eyes were searching for him I couldn't find him for twenty minutes. There were only books everywhere. ,,,, And then I saw him on the other side through the hole of the books. ,.... He was busy looking for a book. It didn't matter to him that many girls were standing around him. He was so engrossed as if he was the only one in that library. ,,,, I am just looking at him from this side What a pity, for the last two months, I had only seen him but perhaps he didn't even remember my face. Whenever we met before, he was very drunk. Surely he didn't even remember my face. He was searching very carefully for his favorite book but he could not find it in the line. , then he looked at the books in front of him As I was looking at him from among the books, my heartbeat increased. ,,,,, he came straight towards me from the front , I was so confused that I didn't know what I was supposed to do , i pretended to look for books , and he came and stood right next to me , and he is also looking at the book I was so nervous that I lost track of the books. , and all the books suddenly fell on my head ,,,,,...I also fell down along with me,....but I'm just looking at him , he didn't look at me even once ,,,, How was he so calm while there was an uproar in the entire library? , he was standing just two steps away , and he's still searching for his book .....but...he said ..... Yes, without looking at me he said,,,,,,,,,are you okay?