7 My brother didn't like me

I saw the image of Marco who was waiting for me at the end of the alley has now disappeared, maybe he has seen that my mother and father did nothing to me, they both accepted me well and with gratitude that I returned safely.

"Mother .... father , I'm sorry Alin .... Forgive for the sins Alin has committed all this time ... forgive Alin ... !!"

I said again to apologize and forgive for all the mistakes I have done by kissing the hands of my mother and father, because I can not say anything other than the word apologize, even though I have to say it a thousand times.

hearing the words of my continuous apologies Mother finally rubbed my head and kissed my cheek then said ....

"Come on, hurry. Take a shower and go to sleep, tomorrow you have to get up early to go to school, your mother and father can only hope that your life will be better and happier than the two of us."

I can only cry hearing every sentence that was said by Mother to me.

Indeed, there is no parent in this world who wishes their child to be more miserable than himself.

And there is no parent in this world who wants to have a child whose life is destroyed like mine.

I nodded my head and immediately went to the bathroom hoping I could clean up all the sins I had committed today, I was silent as a statue when I looked at my face in the mirror on the bathroom wall, I opened my clothes one by one. yeah it's torn apart and covered in Marco's blood.

Mother and father really gave me maturity, they did not blaspheme me or scold me, they gave me time to explain everything when I was ready and tell them honestly.

aIf my father and mother knew about the truth, that how many hands of a perverted man had touched me, not to mention how many of their lecherous lips had made this body bluish red, if only my mother and father knew that almost all the hotel recognized my face then if my mother and father knew .... I immediately pulled my own hair

because now I can only cry and regret all of this but I can't go back and forget what happened, Only this mirror knows what the real me is ...

"Alin, last night did you make trouble again? Because all of Gatot's friends said you came home crying?" Ask my big brother Gatot to me.

I was silent when my brother asked about my situation last night, I did not think that the problem would be worse this morning and I also did not understand how Gatot could find out about me. "Sis Alin 'last night, what time did you come home? Nian was waiting for Alin until the end, Nian became tired and sleepy and finally went to sleep leaving Alin's sister. Asked my sister Nian innocently to me.

I can only answer their questions with a smile because I don't want to remember that very painful problem again, for me this early morning is a new day, I want to forget what I experienced yesterday.

"Come on, let's eat. Don't forget to pray first before eating ... Oh yes Alin if you come home late again don't forget to tell mom ... So that your mom and dad won't feel worried again later ..."

Mother's words make me feel comfortable and meaningful in this family.

Mother is the most glorious angel for me, I will not be able to pay for all this even if it is my life to repay what you did to me.

"Ouch ma'am ... Don't think about Alin ... She has a good life Ma'am .. Gatot wonders why you are still blind about him! If you knew who Alin really was, you wouldn't even have to cry blood. will be able to change her life so that it comes back as mother hoped ...! ".

My mouth felt choked when I heard what my brother Gatot said.

I never thought that He could say that about me in front of everyone.

"Gatot, you are a big brother who must be able to take care of all of his younger siblings instead of dropping them, you are all children of Mother and Father, whatever happens to you all must be able to protect and respect each other because only you are the property that Mother and Father have !! "

Mother's words touched and embarrassed me. Mother did not blaspheme or punish me at all.

About last night, Mother and Father did not demand that I tell them.

"Yes ma'am ..... Andika, Nian and Ganesh will always look after Alinda, we all love sis Alin ..." Andika said, making myself feel like crying.

All my younger siblings love me so much and they all make me mean in this house.

The love and affection they gave me, totally contrary to what I gave them, I can only put a stain on this family. in the slightest I can't give them the best.

"Mom! Gatot will take care of all these brothers and sisters and family properly! But Gatot does not want to take care of the poison in this family, all that can only be embarrassing and make the pride of Mother and Father meaningless in the eyes of everyone who sees the family we are! "

Brother Gatot spoke by pointing at me,

I really did not think that my brother could say that to me, even though his words are all true that I am poison to my family.

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