Ephinany - Eros POV

I dragged Amber home not saying a single fucking word to her. The second I pulled in the driveway I turned to her still pissed at her bullshit.

"Get out and don't fucking leave that house." I yelled at her.

"What is..." she started to talk, but I looked at her like I was about to strangle the life from her. "Ok! I'll be good, but only because I'm tired."

She got of the car and I reversed out. She shouted back to me asking where I was going. I ignored her and just left. I needed to get away from all this.

I sat at El Diablo waiting for a fight to come up knocking back one drink after the other trying to chase away the thoughts of Ella. The way she looked at me like she didn't care to hear anything I had to say was burning my insides. She pushed me away, didn't listen, yelled at me, and I saw her turn back around to push Chrissy in the pool. My jealous Ella. That made me smile.

The way she looked in just her bra and underwear all wet and tense was driving me insane in a whole other way too. How did I just leave her there? Rich said I could trust Ella with Dylan and I fucking hoped that was true. If anything happened to her I don't think I would forgive myself.

Fuck! I chugged another one back. I needed to get her out of my head.

"You're up!" One of the bouncers nodded to me just as the topless waitress set down another drink. I checked her out giving her a wink then knocked that drink back too. I needed to be way more fucked up than I currently was.

I headed downstairs pumping myself up. I needed to get in that cage and just unplug. I saw the guy across the way and he was a big fucker. I smiled cracking my neck. This was going to be a good fight and I was winning this time.

Then someone came up behind the guy whispering in his ear. They started shouting at each other and the announcer called the fight. What the fuck?

I stormed back to the dressing room ready to punch the first person that crossed my path. What the hell was that shit?

"Eros, my boy." Martin stood from the wooden bench he was sitting on by the lockers.

"What the fuck was that out there?" I yelled ready to fight him.

"Calm down, Eros. You know I wouldn't pull you from the cages."

"Then what?" I fisted my hands tight at my side.

"Your dad called the other day. He wants you out of here... completely. I'm sorry kid."

"I'm fucking twenty. He has no say in what I do!" I moved in his face and three bouncers came out from behind the lockers. Martin knew I would lose my shit.

"Your dad and I go way back, Eros. I can't let you fight here anymore, or work here. I'm sorry, maybe things will change."

I looked around knowing I couldn't do anything. I wanted to say fuck it and just break his fucking nose, but then the three dudes behind him will put me in the hospital.

"I'm done with this shit hole anyways." I spit out punching the lockers watching them all fall over. Martin didn't say a word back to me. He knew I wasn't in the right mind to try and talk with.

I sped all the way home ready to fucking kill my father. Of course he wasn't home though. I grabbed some liquor from the cabinet and headed to my room. Now I can't even fucking fight. This was bullshit and all because of little fucking Ella.

I'm sure he was pissed about my face getting bashed in, but selling my bike to pay Jose is what forced his hand to shut it all down. I should had just given him that fucking bag. Ella wouldn't of even known either.

I was on my fourth glass and about ready to pass out. The problem was that no matter how much I drank the desire to climb that fucking tree wasn't drowning out.

Fuck it! I got up to leave but stopped at the door way and punched a hole next to my door. My fist went right through the wall like it was paper. I was pissed off and drunk. I can't go over there right now. I didn't trust myself with her.

"Are you ok?" Chrissy was at my door looking at me with wide eyes that I just punched the wall.

"I am now!" I grabbed her by the waist and kissed her like I was about to fucking explode. Which is exactly how I felt.

"Eros!" She moaned and I closed my door. Chrissy was sexy as fuck, wanted my dick however I gave it to her, and everyone from work, including my dad, loved her. Why was I so bent out of shape for that stupid little girl?

"Take it off." I wasn't in the mood to play nice. I peeled my shirt off while she happily unzipped her dress.

"Fucking perfect." My hand moved her bra to the side and I sucked hard on her nipples. This is all I needed. A sexy distraction to forget everything I was feeling. She undid her bra begging me to take her and I had no problem doing just that.

I moved us to the bed and flipped her around pushing her body towards the bed. "Bend over and let me fuck this wet pussy." I smacked her ass hard then teased her folds.

"Oh my god, Eros, I missed you so bad."

I didn't fucking miss her, but I needed to fuck her to forget about that other little pussy I wanted so bad.

I took off my pants and immediately sank deep inside her. Fuck yes. My dick was so hard, throbbing for a good release, a fucking escape.

Pussy is just pussy and my dick liked them all. I grabbed her waist tight in my hands and fucked her hard until I was grunting out every fucking drop of cum built up in my heavy balls. "Fuck, feels just as good." I smacked her hard on her ass and she jumped some.

"Just as good?" She turned to sit on the bed. Oops!

"Just as good as I remembered." I bent down kissing her and she let me take every inch of her mouth. I was done though and now I needed to pass out. This entire fucking day sucked. "Go get cleaned up. I'm fucking tired."

I grabbed my shirt wiping my dick and laid down still butt naked. Before Chrissy came back out of the bathroom I was fast asleep, probably snoring away in my half comatose state.

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I woke to little hammers pounding inside my head. I got so fucking drunk last night. I rubbed my eyes shifting some in my bed and that's when I felt her. I was really hoping that was some fucked up dream. I guess not. Chrissy showed up last night I did indeed fucked her.

I looked down at her naked body laid next to mine and I can't explain how pissed I was. I don't want this. I don't want her. I sat up roughly shifting her off me.

"Hey!" Her sleepy voice came from behind me and I really didn't want to do this again. I already broke up with her. "Good morning." She wrapped her arms around me from behind and I moved them off me.

"I already told you I don't fucking want to be with you. Why the fuck did you come here last night?" I got up grabbing pants to throw on and threw her dress at her.

I could see she was about to cry because I was shutting her out, but I didn't fucking care.

"I thought you wanted me? Last night felt so good to be together again. Didn't you miss me?" She looked at me with a pout.

"No Chrissy, I didn't fucking miss you. If I did I would of taken you up on the hundred times you threw yourself at me the last month. Get the fucking hint!" I was losing my temper and shouting now.

"But last night." She stood up to get closer and I moved away.

"I was fucking drunk and pissed last night."

"Eros, come on baby, we can make this work." She pleaded. She moved her hands to run up my chest. I was done with this, with her. I smacked her hands off me.

"I don't want you!" I yelled.

"We are good together. We can make this work."

"What don't you understand!"

"I want you."

"You're not the one I fucking want." I turned and punched the wall. Fuck! Now I have two holes in my room.

"Eros!" Lucy screamed at my door. Amber and Jackie were there too.

"Chrissy just fucking leave." I didn't yell, but my tone was deadly. This woman needed to fucking wake up and hear what the fuck I was saying because I can't be anymore clear.

She looked to my sister then broke down crying as she ran out of my room. Finally she gets a clue!

"Go get some breakfast," Lucy told the other girls.

"Just leave me be Lu. I'm not in the fucking mood."

"You know you wouldn't be half as angry if you just admit you're in love with her instead pushing her away constantly."

"I don't fucking want Chrissy!" I screamed. Am I seriously speaking a different language here.

"I wasn't talking about Chrissy." She shook her head at me and left.

Did she mean... wait, what? "Lucy!" I yelled out my door. She looked up from the stairs to me.

"We all know about Ella, Eros. Even Chrissy. It's time for you to catch up with the rest of the world now." She smiled at me and kept walking downstairs.

I didn't move, I couldn't. I wasn't in love with Ella.

After probably five minutes of staring at the empty steps I finally figured out how to walk again and jumped in the shower. I had to be to work with my father today for a quick meeting and I planned on talking about this bullshit ban he put on me at Martin's. I can't spend every second thinking about her.

Of course all day I was completely zoned out thinking about the one person I said I wouldn't. Nothing made sense. I hated cuddling, yet laid in bed for hours tracing my fingers over her skin. I hated having to take care of others, yet I wanted to do everything for her. I hated others relying on me, yet I purposely put her in situations just to have her hid behind me.

I needed her to need me. Why?

"Eros." My dad called out to me. We were out to a late lunch after our meeting and I was mid bite staring into space thinking.

Fuck! I am in love with her. I dropped my fork. This is bullshit.

"Eros!" My dad called again.

"What?" I answered him annoyed. I'm having a fucking epiphany here and he is going on and on about work.

"What is wrong with you? Your mind hasn't been here all morning."

"No, it hasn't." I've been lost in fucking Ella all day. "Did you think you could just call your little friend and ban me from fighting? You know there are other places I could go to and I wouldn't have half the protection Martin gives me. What the fuck were you thinking?"

"Watch how you talk to me?"

"Or what? You won't force your company down my throat anymore. Get over yourself, dad." I got up and walked out leaving him with his jaw on the floor.

I wasn't the best kid, but I rarely spoke against my dad. We usually talked business and he let me do whatever I wanted so there really wasn't a reason to. I was pissed he just shut me down from going to El Diablo and didn't even say anything to me about it. I wasn't some little kid that was stealing cookies out the pantry.

I walked down the street passing a jewelry store and got an idea. I probably shouldn't do this, but I did anyways.

I walked into El Diablo in my full suit with a smile. I had a plan and I think it was fucking awesome. I did also come to the realization I wasn't the smartest guy when it came to this stuff though. I needed to check with someone more experienced with woman first. God, did I really just think that.

Martin stopped me from climbing the steps to the top.

"Eros, don't make this harder than it has to be."

"I'm not here for anything your piece of shit hole in the wall business has to offer. Move or I'll move you."

"Let him up Martin. He just wants to talk." Rich yelled from up top.

"No funny business, Eros. I mean it. Be upset all you want, but your dad is the one to take this up with."

Martin walked away pissed I was writing him off. I didn't care though. He just shuts me out because my dad says to.

"What are you doing now?" Rich looked at me annoyed. He knew me too well.

"I have a plan and I need to know if it's stupid or not."

"It's definitely stupid."

"Hear me out first, dick."