The Voyage Of An Illegitimate Girl: Journey to finding identity

"Ahhhh... No please..."

"Please... don't do this."

Mournful scream lingered into the dark stormy night, her every part of body is resisting. Resisting the touch of wolves who were disregarding her plead. They were bunch of monster who only know how to satisfy their lower body her plead, her beg, her tears and her pain everything for them was entertainment. Her eye's turned cold and lifeless, her body became toys to bunch of wolves.

Her body became the source to feed their crave of lust, they were not human they were monsters in human skin.

This torture is worse than hell, which made her heart cold and emotionless, only now she understand the world is just a drama and show, the care and humanity is just act which help to put mask on their real face. Now her heart only filled with hatred, the amount of hatred which is enough to destroy whole world. It is just pity her body could no longer hold it was broken and shattered, the soul is about to leave. She looked at the corner of warehouse at once, only then her tears flow, just looked like she regretted something while she is leaving this world. One last thing she could do before leaving is swear. She laughed at manically, her eyes held abyss hatred, she slowly looked at sky and said in her cold and emotionless tone;

"What a pity that I trust on you, are you really god? Hehehe you are fake, but I know even if I died today one day someone will come to destroy this whole world like the way the destroy my world. And you won't be able to protect them and this world this my cursed, I cursed you and your whole world."

She put her all last effort to cursed the God, then she took her last breathe and left the world. Soon after those goons left the warehouse when they saw she left the world. Till now nobody has notice there present another person who is hiding whole all long watching all those bloody scene, shivering and crying while putting her hand on her mouth so nobody could notice her. She is just 8 year girl who watch whole trauma scene helplessly, while mumbling in her mind;

"Leave my mom... leave my mom...." She came closer to her mother while gathering all her courage. She heard what her mother said last time, in her mind it made huge impact.

"Destroy the whole world."

When she saw her mother and about to touch her suddenly someone called her.

"Kritu Kritu, wake up" Sweekrity suddenly woke up from her nightmare, her eyes were all wet. Her throat were in pain.

Mehek saw Sweekrity finally woke up, she felt relief, she touched her cheeks and wiped her tear and asked,

"Another nightmare?"

"I don't understand why me?" Sweekrity mumbled softly, she don't know who are those pair of mother and daughter. Why she kept dreaming about them, she always tried to find about this matter but never be able to gain.

Sweekrity Bhanushali,adopted daughter of Bhanushali family, who is one year younger than Mehek Bhanushali real daughter of Bhanushali. Although she is adopted but she never felt that she was an outsider who is living in the grace of Bhanushali family. When she is 9 years old she was found in orphanage gate who knew nothing about her all her memories about her childhood who is she from where she came all these.

When she found by the watchman of orphanage she was in unconscious state, and there is a slip in her hand where was written her first name Sweekrity and her birthdate beside then there is nothing, only the thing she had is a pendant on neck.

Later few months Mehek saw Sweekrity and suddenly she started to feel if she could be her younger sister. But oneday she was surprised when Mr Bhanushali suddenly decided to adopt her and the reason behind her adoption is only known by Mr and Mrs Bhanushali. But whatever reason they had but they loved her and always stand by her side.

"Kritu, baby forget about everything. No matter what in this world we will always by your side."

Mrs Bhanushali consoled her, everything times when she saw her in these state she couldn't help but felt sad. Her heartache for her, the pain inside her is not some kind of which could suppress easily. She could see her beloved daughter is fighting alone, yet they could do nothing beside watching her fighting with it alone.

"Aunty, I know you all are always with me." Sweekrity smiled and said to Mrs Bhanushali. Even if she was adopted by them and they loved her as like mother but still she couldn't help but say her aunty. She felt there is kinda pain to say Mrs Bhanushali mom, there is no reason but still she don't know why she is unwilling. May be because of those nightmare, in all these one thing she had confirmed is the little girl in her dream is herself.

Mehek saw Sweekrity is still in subconscious state she hugged her,

"Now enough of this early morning sadness, have you two forget what date is today?" Mehek said to make ease the gloomy atmosphere. When Sweekrity got Mehek reminder her dampened mood improved by bit up. She got off from her bed and hugged Mrs Bhanushali and headed towards washroom to get ready.

Mrs Bhanushali looked at Sweekrity her mood fell even more, she hoped that these nightmare leave her as soon as possible so she could live her life as normal girl. Mehek saw her mother's sad and worried face she also shook her head hoping same as her mother. And then she said;

"Don't worry mom oneday God will listen all your prayer for her."

"I hope that she could live her life happily." Mrs Bhanushali said while passing Mehek her breakfast. When Mehek saw breakfast she scream;

"Mom, how could you make such breakfast. This were all Kritu's favourite." Mehek said while she saw all the breakfast was not her type. Her mood fell, now no one loves her.

"You only eat oily and sweet, eat healthy sometimes." Mrs Bhanushali dejectly said while ignoring her complaint.

"..." Mehek couldn't retort single word what her mother said. She could only eat this so called bland healthy food.

When Sweekrity came back, Mehek who was eating with full of tears. Her eyes shines like twinkling stars, when she saw how beautiful Sweekrity looks on her black jeans, black top and black leather jacket.

" I think we need to lock her up in house what if some leechers saw her and kept harassing." Mrs Bhanushali subconsciously said to Mehek, how charming Sweekrity is.

But when Mehek heard her mother's words could help but choked, she felt like crying.

"Oh my dear naive and innocent mother, are you kidding me who have so much guts to harass her. Isn't this seeking own death." Mehek really wanted to say but she stopped herself, nobody in their home know how fierce Sweekrity is to boys. Once in their college who tried to flirt with Sweekrity were beaten up by Sweekrity till half dead after then nobody have got guts even if they eat crocodile's liver to come near her. After then Sweekrity became untouchable, she became Female Yama of their college whom nobody dared to approach.

"My princess is always beautiful.." Familiar voice heard from the door which changes the whole atmosphere of house. Mehek who was lamenting in her heart when she heard the voice she run to door as like hurricane.

"Dad." She cried out and hugged him. Mr Bhanushali who just returned from his foreign business trip, laughed at his daughter behaviour and hugged her back.

"Sweetie you put on your weight again?" Mr Bhanushali said to Mehek, which made Mehek furious.

"Dad, how can you?" Mehek pointed her finger towards her father and asked in trembling voice,

"By the way why are you early we are planning to pick up and give you surprise." Mehek said again, she put sad face along with her words.

"I am sorry my dear ones." Mr Bhanushali apologised,

"How about that I will compensate your loss?" Mr Bhanushali said to Mehek. By hearing compensation Mehek's gloomy face suddenly bloomed.

"Fine, then party and you won't leave for such long time ever again." She pouted and said,

"Okay, my little sweetie." Mr Bhanushali said to Mehek in agreement. Then he looked at Sweekrity who stood on the spot in dazed,

"Hey my princess" He walked towards her and touched her, Sweekrity snapped back on reality.

"Superhero." She hugged him, he is the only men whom she trust in this whole world. He is the only one who help her hatred towards men in this whole world.

"Princess, how are you dear?" Mr Bhanushali hugged her lovingly, he finally felt that he came home after seeing her.

"I am fine.." Sweekrity said, then she looked at her watch.

"Mehek, you are going to late for class." Sweekrity said to Mehek while grabbing her bag. Mehek looked at her watch only then she find out they are going to be late.

"Let's rush, dad don't forget about party and ours gift." Before rushing out Mehek reminded to her father. But when they were about to leave Mrs Bhanushali give apple to Sweekrity who was not able to take her breakfast.

After they got on car, Sweekrity looked at Mehek. Mehek noticed Sweekrity was looking at her, she knew Sweekrity want something so she so she asked.

"What do you want?"