The star that killed me

This is It, it's finally my eighteen birthday, I'm finally legal, I am grown adult is it normal that I'm scared as hell? Let me rewind kancane(a bit), my name is Nkanyezi Sithole but people call me Nyezi, I have five brothers, Nkulukelo,Khulekani,Nkanyiso,Kwanda and Kwezi then me, I'm the last born and the only girl which is a struggle. Too much protection, too much babying, just too much of the wrong things "weeh Nkanyezi wena woza phela"( Nkanyezi come here already)Khulekani calls me snapping back to reality, Khulekani is the second born he's 27yrs old, uyabona lo( you see this one), he can't take anything serious, we could be in such serious shit but you'll find him laughing or making a joke, before Khulekani there's the first born Nkulukelo he's 31yrs old and he's way too serious, so serious that my friends think he's my father, if it's not him, it's Nkanyiso he is number three from my brothers, he's like a younger version of Nkulukelo, just a little less serious,he is 25yrs old,then it's Kwanda who is the number four, him and Kwezi are normal people Kwanda is 23yrs and Kwezi is 19yrs then it's me who just turned 18yrs today. "Haibo Nyezi asamba phela( gosh Nyezi let's go already)we are going to be late" Nkanyiso, my brothers said they are going to take me somewhere, I am wearing a beautiful white dress and my body is bodying you hear me,my brothers walk in my room" Haibo and then" I ask confused because they didn't knock" Angithi awuphumi"( You aren't coming out)Kwezi says"and if I was naked?"I ask" Haibo sisi( gosh sisi)we used to change your diapers"he replies" "so?" Kwezi and I bicker like cats and bogs yazi " Hai tsek nina"( tsek to y'all) Nkanyiso says" Hey Nina, nizolwa noma singahamba na"?(Y'all gonna fight or should we leave?)

Khulekani asks and walks out and the boys follow him, not going to lie mara(but) my brother's bodies are yoh just yho(hot). Uhmparents-wise I don't have parents, my whole life it's been my brother and I, everytime I ask about my parents, my brothers always dismiss me, it's like a wound gets open the minute I talk about it. I walk in our cars, well their cars, I just get in Nkanyiso's car and we all drive away. Not to sound bratty but we are loaded, like Beyonce loaded mainly because all my brothers have jobs, I might not know what type of jobs they do, but they are loaded and I'll forever be grateful for the rich lifestyle they have blessed me with.