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THE FEAR OF LOSING MYSELF

Author: Boitumelo_Matavele
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# ABUSIVELOVE
Chapter 1POEM by S. Makhathini

The fear of losing myself

I have encountered a lot of temptations

Endured in isolation

And yes

Did all my best to save myself

from losing myself

I don't want to miss out on loving myself

I don't want to do things to please people

But do what makes me feel happy and feel worth

I am greatful to have trust in myself even in dark days

I will live myself until I die

I will forever vent in sad times

To keep myself in a better and happy place

Because I have

the fear of losing myself

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