It sucks when the place where you grow up, meet and make your friends, play, first had a crush, all your firsts is the same place where cannot go now. Your own hometown disowns you, your family loathes you, and the one that you love disgusts you. In the first place, I didn`t want any of these. And I don`t want to be like this. I just want to be a normal human being who eats greeny veges, fresh fruits, eat cooked foods. I wanna meet someone in the future whom I will marry, have children and build a family. I wanna grow old. And when time comes, I wanna die in the arms of someone I truly love. But why can`t things be that normal? Why can`t I do all of those things? Is this a kind of punishment for all of my unwanted sins? I was a teenager back then. I was just playing with Floopy-- my dog. When these evils came and ended up everything I planned for the future. When they all turned me into who and what I am now. A so called killer. Vampire. A vampire who doesn`t grow up anymore, can`t make any friends. Hates veges, dislikes fruits and doesn`t even recognize cooked dishes as foods. A vampire who will not be able to marry, carry a child and die because of age. It sucks, really. But it doesn`t with me being a vampire. I discovered more and deep history who I really am.