Chapter 13

Heejin's pov

we walk out of the room me holding Susan's hand, Ji-yeon comes out of nowhere and pulls Susan away to the dance floor. I just smile and leave them to get a drink.

"What was that Heejin!" Jennieasks me walking behind me sounding irritated.

"what do you mean," I say playing dumb.

"You just made a scene and now your acting like nothing happened," she says pissed.

I know she's right but she doesn't need to get involved, me and Susan sorted it so no need for drama.

"Looks its nothing me and Susan are good," I say turning to leave.

"Leave her alone Heejin, I know what you're doing," she says loud enough for me to hear over the music.

Leave her alone? whats she talking about.

"Excuse me? " I say angrily.

"Don't play stupid Heejin, anyone with eyes can tell Susan likes you, you know this to so stop whatever game your playing and leave her alone" Minnies replies sternly.

"I'm not playing any game, I care about Susan more than you even know so stay out of our business" I reply backthe tensions rising, who does she think she is telling me to stay away from her.

"If you cared about her you'd stop playing with her emotions, you have a boyfriend don't forget that," she says then leaves pushing me slightly.

I'm left standing in the kitchen, dumbfounded what the hell am I doing. she's right I have a boyfriend, but then I see Susan and nothing else matters. I look to the lounge where she's dancing happily with Ji-yeon and my heart melts at the sight seeing her happy.

The last thing I want to do is hurt Susan while trying to figure out my feelings for her. What if us being anything more than friends ruins everything we've built, there's no denying the connection but she's my best friend first.

I look at her again we make eye contact and she gives me the biggest smile, my heart skips a beat I smile back just as widely. Even though I want her I shouldn't have kissed her, especially when I'm in no situation to commit.

"There you are I've been looking for you," Woojin says hugging me from behind, I quickly pull away from him knowing Susan might be looking.

I feel bad this whole time I didn't even notice he was gone. "Hey," I say a little coldly.

"Are you alright, you looked pretty mad when you left?" he says concerned. I look to where Susan was and she's gone. Shit, I think, " no I'm fine now I was just worried about her where okay now," I say.

"oh okay cool want a drink? " he asks.

"Yeah sure, ill be right back I just need to quickly do something," I say leaving him before he can reply.

Okay, where did Susan go? I look in the lounge our room the bathrooms but she's nowhere.

" Ji-yeon where'd Susan go?" I ask a little panicked.

"Jackson and her were talking but IDK where they are now" she replies slurring.

So she's with Jackson I stop pacing around and just sit, I should just let her go what am I even doing chasing her. Maybe Jackson's a good choice for her, she deserves to be happy. All ill do is hurt her.

Susan's pov

Its the day after the party and I am so hungover, me and jackson ended up talking all night I couldn't stay at the party for long after seeing Heejin and Woojin together. jackson he's a really sweet guy I think if I didn't have feelings for Heejin me and him could be something. I know he had a crush on me but I let him know I like someone else and he completely understood and still chose to just hang out with me.

My minds still foggy about last night, it doesn't feel real that me and Heejin kissed.

The party was a big success everyone enjoyed themselves when I came back to my room Heejin was already In bed thankfully. I don't know what's going to happen, last night she's the one that kissed me and made the first move. Does this mean she likes me or was she just bored? I'm going crazy thinking about it, I have so many questions.

she kissed me I think smiling I know I shouldn't be happy but I've liked her for so long who wouldn't be. I look to her side of the room she looks so cute, I get out of bed and crawl into her bed I know things might be awkward but I still want her.

she's half asleep but pulls me closer so I'm lying on her shoulder with my leg wrapped around her.

"Unnie," I say quietly. she hums in reply.

should I ask her questions now, ill just start simple?

"Did you have fun last night?" I say casually. I look at her and she opens her eyes, "Yeah I did wasn't too bad" she says tiredly.

So I guess she's ignoring the fact that we kissed.

"Susan," she says

"Yeah" I reply

"I had a great time," She says looking at me, I smile and she smiles back. So she had a great time does that mean that's all she wants, am I just some fun...

she touches my face and I subconsciously lean into her Hand.

"Heejin can we talk about last night," I say shyly.

She sits up slightly hovering just above me, she leans in and kisses my cheek " can we talk about that later " she says stroking my hair.

"I just want to ask you one question," I say looking at her.

she nods

" Do you...like me"