Something I'm not

(Do you want to die?)

Something asked kite out of nowhere.

"Wait wasn't I just standing in the roof of my house right now." Kite seemed confused. "Am I imagining things?" He asked himself in a quite voice. Infact he was quite afraid of the thing right in front of him. He was acting as if it was just an illusion but unfortunately it was not an illusion.

(Do you want to die?)

That thing asked him again. It was surely not a human and it didn't seem like anything of this world at all. Looking at it was like looking at a endless void. It didn't have a body and some black aura like stuff was whirling around it making it visible.

(Do you want to die?)

It asked again but kite couldn't answer.

It was not because he was afraid of that thing but it was because he didn't had any answers.

(Do you want to die?) Again.

(Then do you not want to die?) It changed the question.

But kite couldn't answer either way. It was not an unusual question to kite though. He always asked himself if he wanted to live or not. If he should end everything and die. He didn't had any reason to live but there were plenty of reasons to end the world of his. Yet he was sticking to his life because he hoped that something will happen. He hoped that something extraordinary will happen and his life will finally be interesting.

Kite didn't had any past trauma or anything. It was just that he hated his own boring life so, he was the one responsible for making it boring.

Kite was thinking of many things. He hesitated to give the answer and then the thing asked him again.

(Do you want to die?)

"____".He couldn't answer.

The place where they were talking was something like nowhere. It was something that can't be explained nor can it's colour be explained. Then suddenly the place started to break.

At that moment all the memories of kite's life flashed before his eyes. All the memories of him when he was a kid were wonderful but then his memories from 3years ago started to appear. Before three years he was pretty much a normal person like everyone but he started to think life was boring and started searching for a reason to live. He started to not care about others and lost all his friends. He did not wanted to be special but just wanted to enjoy his life. Then he started to lose interest in many things which led to his present shelf.

[ BANG!] A sound came.

Yes kite had fallen from the roof of his home or rather he committed suicide.

"Huh! am I dying now. Well I wouldn't mind it but damn it hurts. I cannot talk and can't even feel anything other than pain. But why did I kill myself? Wasn't my goal in life to make my life as amusing as possible. Why didn't I said this to that thing. Didn't I tried hard for 3 years? Then why? Did I give up on trying? Is death the only salvation?" He questioned himself as much questions as possible and.....

"Hurry ambulance!" someone was shouting and people gathered around him.

His life slowly started to fade and now kite was Dead.