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Prologue

"How long do I have to endure this? All of this, just because of that woman loves me and I am unwilling to be with her?!

AAARRRGGHHHH!!!!!"

A man with long black hair with chains coiling from his hand to shoulder both left and right roared his anger out for someone know how many times that day and until this very day.

"You are still energetic even after a thousand years. Had you willing to throw your egos away and loyally be with her forever as one then you will have achieved your wish to be one of the god you wanted to be for more than a thousand years now or were you willing to be satisfied as the number 1 between the guardian gods and goddesses when I offered you the choices that day, you would not even need to go through this thousand year of solitude just for this chance to start anew."

A voice could be heard in the ears of the roaring man of which made the man stopped his deafening roar. In front of the chained man was another man with black hair and eyes in white clothes smiling at him.

The chained one rage could only recall the memory of that accursed day where he was about to go through this torture as the mention of the choices he once rejected as he was looking the warm smile of the man, the day when he was still a faith god and her, a faith goddess.

- - - - - 1500 year ago

"Paimon, I think I wanted to be one with you!"

A scene where a young lady confessing her new found feelings after a long time of journeying together with her man could be seen. Under her worlds' world trees unified peak, the heavenly scene of sun giving the surrounding hints of orange here and there through the green screen of leaves around them, a fitting vibe where one would confess each other and the other side accepting the confession and be happily ever after.

The young lady is the faith goddess of Fate, Fay, and the handsome man is Paimon, the man who had stayed with her, accompanied her, cheered her, assisted her, saved her and even soothed her in body and mind for over a thousand year after he, the faith god of Parasitic Mirror, chosen her to bring him along with the lowest effort possible to be one of the god he dreamt to be, he who was already a tier 7 god at that time attaching himself to a weaker grade 10 goddess who basically nothing compared to him. His power had shown him long ago when he were still a tier 6 god that attaching himself to the others would just slow his progress to his dream, but by himself he needed 10 millennia just to ascend to tier 7 god which better than working with the other faith gods or goddesses which would have taken 10 times amount of the time and 100 times the effort he needed if he were to do it alone. For lower tiered than him or even the best grade 1 or 10 god or goddess of that time would take even longer or the same time for him to ascend just a tier while they would be tier 6 or 7 by that time, not to mention the effort he needed to fork out even crazier than he needed compared to those higher than him. For the Guardian Gods and Goddesses, they were harder to meet and hardly attachable not to mention the gods and goddesses above them which his goal was, he only ever met one when he was born as the tier 6 god long long ago. He was nurtured the ancient one himself until the day he matured.

Paimon once asked if he could be a god himself like the ancient one who taken care of him and gotten the answer that he could. But he was also told that his current power was too much to use as a god and he would either need to sacrifice a lot or went through a lot of unexplainable hardship to be one or endure the baptism of time himself.

'She really is blessed, I endured for over 10 thousand years just to be a tier 7 god, yet helping her and with her help we are about to be the guardian god and goddess in just a tenth of that. She is so emotional and wanted to be one with me? But wouldn't using her I will be able to make the ancient one proud by replacing the only true god?'

Reminiscing the old time, memories, goals and new desire of his, Paimon stayed silent all the time leaving the confessing lady hanging. Seeing her partner for millennia stayed silent Fay braced herself and came forward to him, near enough to poke him on his heart.

"N nn n… Paimon, can we be one starting today?" Fay with a red face poking the silent Paimon with her right hand index finger onto his chest near his heart.

Just right as he was going to accept the vow to be one with her of which he would break or use to be the true god, the True God himself came to visit. The offers came out but instead of a vow they would do an Eternity Oath which is higher than an oath that is higher than a vow, an unbreakable oath that would bound him and Fay for eternity based on the offer given that would happen really soon.

A rejection made by the younger Paimon of that time which unbeknown to the rejecter himself that would trigger the tragedy he would face half millennia after. A day where he would hear from the sweet Fay that had fallen hard for him to say, "I am Fay but am not the Fay you know back then."

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"YOU…!!! You are done with that whore, Fay?!"

"Little young Paimon, you shouldn't be ungrateful for young Fay, you can say that if you didn't enter that half symbiotic relation of yours with her 2 thousand years ago then you would not even half you were a thousand year ago even by now. You, Fay, every god and goddess are all part of me, my children, I would not see any of you in that light."

"You were playing favorite! That whore became a goddess of Faith just 10 years after and in that just 10 years of time where she could still see me, she would just give me a nod and ignore me? You are saying you not playing her and brainswashed her?!!! You Liar!"

The man in front of him just replied his complaints with a smile and said,

"Reality is sometimes hard to believe, she has told you and so do I, yet you choose to not believe it and reject the truth.

So be it, your new chance has come, your powers are now ready. Do you wish to meet anyone before the new start?"

"I want to meet the ancient one, the god of time and space."

"Very well, he will come sooner or later after all.

I will tell you something before that. Your wish to be a true god would be your death and new life if you were to succeed and you would have left everything in chaos as you be one with us. It is troublesome.

The point is there is a reason why there is only 1 true god throughout the history.

Keep it to yourself, never forget it, use it well, my dear, you will definitely need it and highly possible to use it.

I will have our one and only ancient one to arrive faster to satisfy your lonely thirst after a long journey till now."

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After that Paimon along with a baby boy and 3 other fraction of his powers were sent to somewhere in a neutral world under the government of a Quasi goddess. The journey of Paimon as a Fallen God and a mother begun.

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