Alex was currently trying to hold onto the fragments of his personality and sense of self he had been in this void like place for so long with only his thoughts that he went insane a few time but also regained his sanity since he instinctively knew that if he remained insane he would only disappear faster. after an unknown amount of time Alex felt something and somehow started moving towards it even through he had no body and he reached the the thing he felt and what greater him was a man who looked like he was in his mid thirties but somehow had white hair and an extremely long beard that was also white and the only thought that crossed his mind about the man was 'this is god'