Rebirth：I become the murderer who has killed 40 persons

Western District, Beijing City.

Alex suddenly discovered that his surroundings had become extremely strange after he woke up in this morning and there is only one diary beside him.

Then he had one instinct that maybe this diary would answer all his current confusions.

When he held that diary and slowly opened it, he found that the contents of that diary made him totally unable to distinguish its authenticity.

What a big shock, because that is clearly a record of someone's crimes. And It's 90% sure that this "someone" is probably himself. 

April 4, 2012, cloudy.

I saw Miss Susan on the way home from school today again. Wow, She is super beautiful. And I feel that I like her more and more with the days passing , but I know she is sick and I am really worried about her.

I have already told her several times about her sickness, however she didn't believe me and just thought I was talking nonsense. What's more, she always got very angry after that, which made me very sad and disappointed.

But I haven't given it up because I liked her seriously.

I noticed that she was standing alone in front of the school gate, apparently waiting for someone. That person seemed to be late and I was curious about it, so I planned to wait with her secretly.

Gradually the sky have become overcast, and the raindrops fell little by little. Fewer and fewer people walked on the street, more and more anxious Miss Susan became. How could she still got wet in the rain when she was sick? I felt very sorry for her and ran up to her to care about her.

Then I told her again that she was sick but I could cure it. Obviously, she became even more angry and warned me to leave or she would tell my mother to give me a penalty. How could she doesn't understand that I only want to help her? And why does she become so angry?

To be honest, I was a little offended at the time, but I held it back afterwards I like her so much. As we all know, being sick is very painful, so I continued to step forward. However, she became more serious and yelled at me, which made me heartbroken.

I knew she was suffering from an illness, and it would get too late if she didn't get the treatment as soon as possible.

So I took out an iron rod from my schoolbag and hit her head hardly. Sure enough, her voice dropped.

See, I just said that she was sick and only I could cure her.

However, I knew that her illness haven't been cured perfectly yet and that treatment was supposed to continue. Then I supported her and planned to find a quiet place to give her a good treat.

She was a little heavy, so I took a lot of efforts to bring her to an uninhabited alley.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier and I had to hurry up. I picked up my iron rod and hit her head again and again until she was motionless.

I took a breathe and the illness was finally cured. I called her name twice, but she didn't respond to me. It seemed that she was terrifically tired but it's not a big deal . After all, people who are recovering from serious illness always need to have a good rest.

I had a good idea to wait for that person on her behalf, but I didn't see him or her before my father showed up. It was really unreliable, but fortunately Miss Susan is now cured, otherwise it would have been too heartbreaking.

…What the hell?

… After reading this first chapter, Alex is totally shocked. A thin layer of cold sweat broke out on his forehead. This chapter was written ten years ago, and unbelievable, there were others behind. He hurriedly turned to the next chapter. There is no doubt that second content was similar to the previous one, and they all talked about how to kill people.

"Parton? What the fuck. seriously? I've traveled through time and space into this guy's body? and this guy is a murder? holy shit " Alex feels so ridiculous.

Alex just has one question now.

How should a good person be judged if he happened to get his soul into the body of a perverted murderer?

Although I have no memory of the original owner's murder, this diary doesn't seem to be fake.

If the original owner really did the same stuff as what he wrote in the diary, should he surrender to the cops?

May the key is that Alex himself didn't do those crimes at all. Isn't this too unfair to himself? If he confessed he traveled through time and space to have a rebirth , is there anyone would like to believe it? Or just think he is a nut or seeks for an excuse?

"Fuck..."

How could he is damned unlucky? He was just eating some hot pot and watching a football match at home, and somehow He time-traveled to the body of a perverted murderer.

"Calm down! Calm down! Maybe it is not necessarily true. What if it's made up?"

When Alex is about to see more and tries to figure it out ,a piercing siren suddenly came from the community and his heart jumped as fast as a rabbit.

"Will they come to catch me?"

Just after reading this kind of diary, a siren sounded, which makes him couldn't help having those such bad associations.

 Alex quickly stood up and went to the window to have a look. He sees the police is entering his unit door. He becomes more panicked and quickly turned around to hide this crazy diary.

When he came to the door, he leaned on the door and listened very carefully. After a while, he heard many messy footsteps, getting closer and closer.

"Dame!!!"

He has no way to escape successfully since cops are already outside the door. He isn't going to resist either and he considers to tell the truth, whether they believed it or not?

There is a commotion outside the door in the other side, and then Alex realizes that these police is not here to arrest him. He feels like he is surviving a catastrophe.

He doesn't want to open the door, after all, he is still so scared.

But Alex just is in hesitation in one second, after all, it seems truly strange if he is not curious about such a big movement. There is a feeling that he is covering his ears and stealing the bell, which would definitely make him more suspicious to the police.

He is not extremely foolish. 

Alex takes a real deep breath, opens the door, and sees that the cordon has been set up next door.

Evidently, nearly the doors of every house in this hall are open. Fortunately, he opened the door as well, otherwise everyone would open the door and only his house would be closed, which just makes it clear that there is something wrong with him.

"holy shit." Alex did something right and he feels sort of relieved now.

There are already many people outside the cordon, which took his thousands of efforts to squeeze in. He only remembered that the girl lived in next door was called Jasmin, but what a pity, there's no more memories left.

Alex notices that there are no signs of prying on the door lock. And there is a long bloodstain at the entrance and on the wall. He follows the bloodstain and looks into the house, there are many police officers in the house at this moment. Then he sees a pair of bloody feet.

His ears are filled with the buzzing chatter of his neighbors, and he suddenly has a very bad feeling arising in his heart.

Was it the original owner who did this case? Is it possible?

Alex desperately wants to go back and read the diary, but it's too abrupt to leave now. In order not to make people suspicious and put the concentration on him, he has to pretend to stay here like everyone else. He tries his best to look curious instead of being nervous.

"I saw this girl yesterday afternoon. However I didn't expect that something like this would happen on her today..."

Alex doesn't hear what that neighbor says behind clearly. His mind is totally buzzing now.

Jasmin was still alive yesterday afternoon, which means that the time of her death is last night or this early morning.

If it was really the original owner who did it, did the original one deal with the weapon well or would Alex still have time to dispose the murder weapon later? ?

A drop of sweat slips from his forehead, making him even more nervous.

Fortunately, after a while, a middle-aged policeman comes over with another young policeman.

"Go back home! Don't be stuck here please! Hurry up!"

After hearing what that policeman said, Alex is kind of relieved and returns to the house obediently.

After entering the house, he immediately takes out that horrible diary. Since the girl Jasmin next door died not long ago, if it was really the original owner who killed her, it is supposed to be recorded at the end of the diary.

Alex doesn't want to waste any time and turns directly to the last article.

July 2, 2022, which is today, and his heart sank.