Painful love of the decade

Story starts from a College 1st day of my College when i 1st saw her she was like angel from heaven she was speaking with her friends and smiling i had gone mad on her smile slowly days after days went seeing her one day she entered the class switched off lights and fans of class room and opened the window cool Breeze with shiny sun her hair's shining golden and swinging in air and suddenly she came besides me and called my name I was shocked and staring in her eyes she asked how am i ,i said I'm I'm fine i couldn't spk to her property the very next day i spoke to her normally i used to bring her chocolate and we use to chit chat in class and one day i left my inter college we promised that we will take admission in same College but my parents dint agree to that College they changed my college we got seperated she got in relationship with other guy in the college , i cried a lot in night's for her i used to hide my feelings infront of everyone one day i went to her college and in her class waited for her to come but she ignored me i used to send letters trough her friend but she used to give those letters to her 1st love which she had in her college i was down days after day's went at last days of college he the 1st love of her left her alone then herr friend introduced to other guy and forced her to be in relationship but she left him soon one fine day we meet in a mall she saw me and i was like saying miracle we spoke on that day and she called for a date we went to farm it was unique but beautiful date i holded her hands walking through the farm butterflies flying green everywhere else it was so romantic ok that she said i love you i was in shock n unable to reply i was plugging out leaves of a branch slowly i replied her that i Love her too it was an unbelievable experience for me days went our love was to strong don't know who's bad eye fell upon us there were problems starting in our relationship i used to get angry on her she used to quarrel with me but it was beautiful experience too till some days after that i was depressed for few days and my Love towards her got too low , she was sick of my behavior and she broke up i suffered a lot and understood my mistake untill then she went through other guy a bad guy who just wanted only to use her , he Just used her she came back to me one fine day she said everything what happened and i knew it was all my mistake for what all happend i was no one to forgive her and we continued it dint go too well she started hating me she left me forever my parents forcefully emotionally made me engaged to other girl but still i was unhappy i dint wanted to live my life with any other girl my love was everything to me the dreams we saw together those time we spent together everything around me used to remind of her still I'm trying to get her back,to be continued...