My journey of becoming a TECH SAVVY.

I feel lost. I feel useless and unworthy. I don't have a good relationship with my family. I have no love life. I turned down the guy I liked. Ugh, so stupid. I have a little to no friends. I'm bad at socializing. I'm not doing good at university. I don't even know what I like anymore. What have I been doing? How did I turn into such an unpleasant person? I feel like I've wasted my life over regretting things. Do you feel the same? Will I be able to turn this around if I try my best? Will I be able to get through?