What does all this mean?

It turned out that Jimmy invited me to go to the side yard of the school where yesterday Jimmy could share stories with me.

"Come on .. Sit here, beside me .... !!

Jimmy pulled my hand he invited me to sit beside him, although I doubt I still followed him to sit in the same place as yesterday, when he told me about his dream and now ... will he continue his story again, until he invited me to this place ? I looked at Jimmy's face questioningly because I didn't understand what he meant to ask me to go to this place.

"Ayuni, I beg you not to listen to Ayuna's talk about me, because I'm sure she has told you a lot about my phone last night .... !!"

" What...!!!"

I felt like my ears were about to break, when I heard what Jimmy had just said to me, I really didn't expect Jimmy to call Ayuna instead of Ayuna who called Jimmy and that means I have wrongly accused Ayuna, everything Ayuna said. about Jimmy, it's all true!

I looked at Jimmy's face with a very devastated feeling and as if I didn't believe because Jimmy would do that to Ayuna, my hopes and my trust in Jimmy had vanished because he had made my heart cry and regretted why I trusted him so much and exalted him.

I can no longer hold back my eyes that are teary I feel like I'm running from in front of Jimmy at this time, because I can no longer afford to hear the next story that will come out of Jimmy's mouth, just hearing the beginning of the story My heart feels like it has been pierced by a dagger and it hurts so much , and now ... am I still able to hear the next story?

"Ayuni, hey ....! Why ...?! Listen to my story first, then you can draw the conclusion ... I don't want you to accuse me of anything and I don't want you to feel hurt because of me! We still want both of us to be like before, not just because Ayuna we immediately become far away, Ayuni ... for me you are the best friend and you for me are people who cannot be replaced. "

Hearing all the words spoken by Jimmy, my heart feels even more sore, I want this mouth to scream and ask Jimmy loudly, if I am for him just his best friend .... then who is Ayuna for him ?? !!

But whatever my power, let alone ask Jimmy, just staring at his face now I can't because I don't want Jimmy to see myself who has cried because of him and I have been disappointed in him.

"Last night Ayuna chatted to me, she said if you were crying because of me, then I asked why? After that she replied again and she said she couldn't reply to messages from me anymore because her credit ran out and this was her last SMS, reading messages him like that I was forced to call him and to be honest, I did that because I was hooked, I didn't have any more words to speak after I found out that he just tricked me into calling him, this is what happened and I hope you can conclude now. "

Unconsciously these eyes filled with tears stared at Jimmy's face I increasingly didn't understand what was really in Jimmy's heart right now, after hearing all the stories Jimmy had told me, I became confused, Why could Jimmy do this to me, Why Jimmy treats me like this? To get one word out of Jimmy's mouth, I couldn't provoke him, but Ayuna .... only to get a call from Jimmy in seconds he could get it.

"Ayuni, please forgive me ... if I am guilty to you, please forgive me! If I hurt you, I want us to be like before again, be able to tell stories, be able to share, be able to joke laughing without any fear in you. , your trust that for me is a priceless treasure that you gave to me and I will keep it forever. "

If this body could hug Jimmy's body, Maybe I would hug him tightly and I would not let go, but I can still keep myself that I am a woman and I can still maintain my prestige, that I could not hug a man first, now I just can hug her in my imagination, even though in my heart I really really want a hug from Jimmy, but it's impossible for me to get it let me now I can only imagine her feeling Jimmy give her a hug to me, if that hug was reality it was just a hug from a friend or a hug from a close friend so it's better I just imagine to be in Jimmy's arms, a hug filled with a million meanings where I can feel that I'm not wrong to have him as the person I love the most.

"Now I want to hear it from your mouth, after you hear all this. Are you still angry with me? Please answer me, Ayuni, because I can only see yourself who is silent without words, and I don't understand what is currently inside. Your heart, Ayuni ... everything I say is what it is I never add or I don't subtract, I tell you everything as it is because I want you to know one thing that is inside me that I can't lie with you, Ayuni. "

Hearing what Jimmy said to me once again, without being embarrassed, now I immediately hugged Jimmy's body, there was no more pride that was inside of this, what now is, I just want to hug him and let me feel it, besides the words he spoke to me I also wanted to hear his soft heart beat my ears.

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