CHAPTER XXI

KYENZI'S POV

"Hey, what's your problem?"

I can't understand why is he suddenly acting this way. He stopped walking as he let go of my hand.

"I just don't want you to meet that guy, he's more troublesome than I am."

"What do you mean?"

"Whenever he laid an eye to something, he will do everything to claim it. Even if the whole world is against it"

I don't understand what he's saying but I can say that getting involved with that guy earlier will just bring trouble to me.

I nodded my head.

"I understand, next time I'll avoid him"

"That's good"

I paused for a moment then looked at him then smirked.

"Doing this, isn't this an improvement?"

He looked at me with a curious expression.

"I mean you cared for me, isn't that one big step?"

He suddenly looked away.

"Who says I care about you! Whatever do what you want! I don't fucking care!"

I wrapped my hands around his waist as I smiled.

"Hey~ don't be like that. I'm just teasing you, I'm sorry"

"Hmph!"

I giggled as I find it cute.

While Reeves and I were eating at a fancy restaurant, a familiar appearance suddenly approached me.

"It's been a while"

I glanced at him. Oh, just like I've thought.

"Yes it is"

I noticed that Reeves stared at me quietly.

"Reeves, this is Truunsek Phal. He was one of my company's best models"

"That's hurt~ We even made love in bed but you just introduced me as your colleagues"

I was shocked at his sudden confession. I suddenly felt a tremendous aura behind me, it was Reeves.

"Is that so? Is he that good in bed? So who's the submissive one, tell me. I'm curious"

"Oh, of course, it's me. If I could even run away with Mr. Byanzheki's dick I would."

I could see his clenching hands beginning to tremble in anger. As I was worried I stopped Mr. Phal from spouting embarrassing things.

"Mr. Phal, what are you doing here anyway?"

"Oh, I'm here with my new endorsement"

"I-i see, then take care"

"Yes, I'll be going now"

I shook my hands as I waved goodbye.

"You.."

I nervously looked at Reeves.

"Explain, what was that?"

"Uhm, the thing is.."

"So you cheated on me while we're dating? Before I lost my memories?!"

He's in havoc!

I tapped his hands as I calmed him down.

"Will you calm down for a while? I can't deny that I and Mr. Phal have sex but it was that time when you and I were still not into each other. Besides, at that time you were obsessed with Wellian! And I can't de-deny that at that time I have sex with many other women and men. Bu-but it was just that nothing more, I swear!"

I saw him raise one of his eyebrows as he brushed his curly hair.

"Whatever"

He immediately stand up and then walked away. I immediately followed him. He was walking fastly that I can't catch up to him and that I have to run

"Reeves, wait up! What's your problem?"

He's temper is getting worse day by day, is it also a side effect of the medicine? No, this is just part of his past personality. I grabbed his left arm as he stopped walking.

"Let's not... See each other for a while"

As he didn't look at me, I felt heartbroken. I let his arm go as he continues to leave. He didn't look back as I began losing hope.

He became a completely different person, will I still win over his heart? What should I do now?

REEVES' POV

You were an idiot! Why did you say that!? No no no! I'm really mad about what happened today but I didn't mean it that way. Now I'm suffering. Arghh I don't know myself anymore!

I stopped walking as I looked at my palm

I'm not mad... I'm just embarrassed, why am I getting jealous if I don't have any feelings for him... Or is it just I can't be honest about my feelings? Damn.... I'm just afraid, that these feelings I'm feeling right now are not mine but my past self.

I shook my head as I drive myself home. It was already evening, and I was working at my office. I suddenly glanced at my phone.

Maybe I should give him a call... I should apologize...

"Hello?"

"Excuse me, sir"

It was not him who picked up!?! I was trembling in a wave of sudden anger.

"Who's this?!"

"Ah—sir the thing is Mr. Byanzheki is currently drunk right now—"

"Where is he right now? Answer me!"

I immediately stand up in a panic.

"In ****** bar sir"

I hang up and immediately go to the parking lot and drive to Kyenzi's current location.

KYENZI'S POV

"One more"

The bartender was worried about me since it's already been my tenth glass of alcohol. I have a high tolerance for alcohol, so I don't need to worry about getting drank.

While drinking, a man with black hair and a huge build came and sat beside me.

"Hey, are you free?"

"Fuck off"

I immediately turned him down as I don't bother to glance at him

"Hey, you're being rude at someone who you just met you know"

"So what? I don't care. Find someone else's hole to screw"

He chuckled, his chuckle was like a nice melody that made me look at him. Oh, he seems to be a famous actor or something. Maybe a model? He has a big build and a good face.

"Now you lay your eyes on me. Did I make your heart skip a beat?"

"How can someone be as arrogant as you?"

"Haha—well. It's good to boast yourself if you have something to boast about."

I just kept quiet as I continue drinking.

"Now that I think about it, your eyes are unique. Is that some kind of contact lens?"

"No"

"Woah, so cool. It looks beautiful"

I just brushed off what he said as I remembered what happened today. Does Reeves hate me now?

"Say, do you like to hang out with me? Promise I won't do anything!"

I was quietly drinking, it was already my fifteenth glass. And now, I feel dizzy.

"Hmm? I know guys like you. Acting all innocent, but you just want to have sex with me"

"Wait, are you drunk?"

"Who says I'm drunk? Whatever just go away already!"

I shouted at him as he supported me before I could fall into my seat.

"Where's your address? I'll take you home"

Home... Of course with Reeves even in hell is my home... But now, I'm just alone... Without someone...

"I don't have one"

"Haha- don't joke like that. If you don't want to go home then I'll just take you with me"

I feel dizzy. I can't seem to respond.

"My phone call him"

Before I could even open my phone, I saw that Reeves is calling me. My phone was at the table, the butler decided to accept the call as I was dizzy and I don't know where will this guy will take me.

I couldn't resist since I felt like the whole world is spinning.

"Le-let go, he's coming"

"What who's coming? Anyways, let's go home"

I felt sleepy.

REEVES' POV

As I was about to park my car, I saw Kyenzi being dragged by a man. I immediately get off my car and run towards them.

"Hey!"

The man looked back then I punched him in his face. As he let go of Kyenzi, I carried Kyenzi like a sack of rice.

"Oh man, why did you do that?!"

"What are you trying to do?"

"What do you mean? Of course, he and I are friends. It's just normal to take home my friend, aren't I?"

"Oh is that so? Too bad, I didn't know that Kyenzi has a friend like the face of a frog"

"Face of ah—hey!"

I ignored him as I carry Kyenzi then dropped him slowly in the passenger's seat then drive my car home. I ordered one of my men to pick up Kyenzi's phone at the bar.

He was sleeping without a care in the world. He's drunk, geez really. If you continue to act like this, how could I deny that I have feelings for you? I don't even know if these feelings were from my past self or me....

I chuckled.

I hold his hair while he's sleeping on my bed.

"Right, I don't care anymore. I give up, I'm in love with you and there's nothing I can do about it."

That's it. I can't afford to lose him now. It doesn't matter if I remember or if I have completely forgotten about my memories. The important thing is I completely have feelings for Kyenzi. I just kept denying it. But after what happened today...

How could I keep denying things if I try to think of Kyenzi, holding another man's hand... Smiling with another man... And having sex with another man... Haaa... I can't take it. Tonight has gone crazy if that would happen. Kyenzi is unaware of his surroundings, what he cares about is me. He cares more about me than himself...

"Reeves... No more"

I looked at him as he continue to whisper my name.

"No more... Reeves"

"I... Can't take another round..."

I smiled as I kissed his forehead.

Even in dreams, all he could think is me.

KYENZI'S POV

As I opened my eyes, I stared at a familiar ceiling. I felt a heavy thing that landed on my waist—kyah!

I almost jumped right off the bed as I saw Reeves hugging me without clothes. Did something happen yesterday? I don't remember.

Anyways, I have to make breakfast.

I prepared an egg omelet and salad, and I also brewed a coffee.

"Good morning"

I greeted him as I saw him standing while crossing both of his arms.

"You, did you know how much trouble I get?"

"Ah, I apologize. I didn't think I would get drunk. I have a high tolerance for alcohol... But maybe because I think about many things, I completely get drunk"

He sighed as he sat and then began eating.

"Oh right. Reeves, I have to think about this for a while"

He stopped eating and then glanced at me.

"I decided to go back to Japan. I have kept you troubling for a while now... And besides, you said yesterday that... We won't be seeing each other for a while—but because of what happened yesterday..."

I saw him clench his fist. Is... He mad?

"Kyenzi"

I got goosebumps all over my body.

"?"

"You're not troubling me. About what I've said yesterday... It's because I'm a complete idiot. I kept denying the completely obvious thing"

"What do you mean...?"

My heart began beating faster. He looked at me with a serious expression.

"I kept denying that I don't have feelings for you because I don't know if these feelings were in my past self or not. I'm mad at myself that I got right to get jealous but didn't have a chance, to be honest with you even for once. But what just happened yesterday made me realize that I can't live without you—hey! Why are you crying?!"

"Ah?!—"

I unconsciously held my face as I noticed that tears were streaming down my face. I must have been so happy that I cried myself without noticing it.

He immediately gave me a tissue.

"Thank you..."

I held both of his hands then looked at him then smiled.

"Thank you for loving me again. Even if you don't remember—no, even if you can't remember anymore... I'll still love you. Even if you lost your memories all over again—I'll still love you... Because I just realized that you're the only person that I could even think of. Without you I—"

I felt his warm body as he hugged me tightly.

"Sorry for making you suffer until now. I promise I'll do my best from now on"

"Geez, you're so cheesy as usual"

I giggled as I accept his hug.

I felt something hard.

"He-hey Reeves don't tell me you"

"I want to do it now"

"But we're eating right now!"

No!!!!!

He was licking and sucking my ass.

"Hnnggggnnhhh stop it, Reeves, I can't cum anymore—uggh"

"Stop! I'm cumming!"

I tried to push him but he won't budge, as I couldn't hold it in. I cummed and I saw him swallow it like a delicious meal.

"Y-you..."

"It was sweet"

Why does he have to look so seductively handsome while saying those words?!

He turn me over as I faced the bed and he hold both of my arms behind my back then I felt his dick slide inside me. Fuck it—we've done this many times but my hole couldn't get used to his big ass!

He started thrusting inside me as the two of us were feeling good..

"Hnggg ugghh ugghh"

"Fuck it feels so good"

It was already evening when I realized. We did it the whole goddamn day! This beast! I feel tired and both my legs are shivering, my back hurts and there are marks all over my body. I looked at my left leg and saw a bite mark. That jerk! Even between my legs, he left a mark!

I tried to get up but I failed. While sitting, I tapped his shoulder

"Hey, you beast wake up! Take responsibility for this!"

He opened his eyes and when he saw my state he smiled.

"Don't look at me like that"

He chuckled.

"Sorry, I just can't help it. When I saw you have my marks all over your pale body, it just made me feel happy. It's just a mark that you're mine"

"Stop saying embarrassing things and just help me here you beast!"

"Haha-okay okay"

He guided me to the comfort room and insisted on washing me.

"It's reddish here, how cute."

"It's your fault, I'm in this state right now!"

"Do you want me to cook for you?"

I glanced at him then smiled.

"That'll be good"