Walking away from happiness
"I'm seeking that happiness?"
A frown appeared on Murkato's face. She knew that Savine had just casually revealed the answer that they were seeking before.
'A type of happiness that's only present when you're suffering… Oh.'
"Do you get it now?" Savine sighed. "The reason why you don't mind my offer as much as before. Funnily enough, it's really because you just want your husband to suffer. But the intention isn't harmful. In fact, it's actually quite wholesome. You had something special with your husband and you want to recreate the situation so you get to feel the same way again."
"It sounds completely insane," Murkato said her honest feelings.
"When you look at it from the outside… sure. But when you're stuck inside it all, you barely notice it. People like you think that you have your emotions under control, but you're usually the type to be under total control of it. You just don't realize it, because you're so good at deluding yourself."