I Am Your Trouble

In a large open field, two large armies were facing each other. One that has only humans in it, while the other one has different kinds of monsters and demons within. Every human has brave looks on their face, while demons have a cruel one.

One of the humans that have fancier armor than the others with red hair and black eyes approached the tall handsome young man standing forefront of the army with determination and spoke, "Commander Rey the army is ready and awaiting your orders"

Rey, who has even fancier black armor with crimson motifs, was 6 feet tall, has black hair and eyes darker than the armor itself, was a handsome young man around the age of 19.

His eyes meet up with the biggest demon that was sitting on a throne at the back of the demon army. Demon mouthed the words "We are going to eat your bones and drink your blood" to him with a cruel smile on his face.

On the other hand, Rey turn his face to the human next to him and asked,

"George have you ever tried demon meat?"

"No sir"

"Do you think it is tasty as much as the monster meat?"

"you are the only one crazy enough to eat them sir" George mumbled.

"What did you say?"

"I am sure it will be a tasty treat for your taste buds sir" George answered with a bit of fear in his voice.

"Oh is that so than" Rey on top of his horse draw his sword while riding his horse to the enemy like a hero yell "ATA-

*****

In a large luxury hospital room, there was a patient on the bed. This patient had cast on his legs and several other injuries on his body that had bandages on them. He was sleeping and drooling on his bed. "Atah ma amy we are gouna eat domon meat tonight" And well, speaking gibberish as well. In front of his bed, a man with a white doctor coat was sitting on the sofa while talking on the phone

"Yes for the 100th time he didn't suicide. This time it was really an accident" he was looking at some test results while talking

He put the results on the table and speak to the phone again "You know even we go to court it will be for nothing since his record isn't clean they will put the blame on him"

"Yes, he is okay-

"DEMON KING THIS IS YOUR END" screamed the patient while still sleeping

"Maybe a bit of brain damage, nothing he can't handle" while talking on the phone, The doctor stood up and smack the head of the patient. "Aah!" Screamed patient and wake up hastily. At first, he started ruffling his dirty black hair after that he try to understand where he was. And the first thing he saw was caskets in his legs, bandages in his body, and other things that were connected to his body like serum or medicine, etc.

"What happened to me George," the patient said with an unclear look.

"You got hit by a Truck," Said the doctor with a tired look because he knows what the patient was going to say next.

"THEN WHY THE FUCK I AM STILL ALIVE WHERE IS MY ISEKIA WHERE IS MY CHEAT SYSTEM WHERE IS MY REINCARNATION ANSWER ME GEORGE" Screamed the patient.

"Can you calm dow-

"AT LEAST IF HE WAS GOING TO HIT ME HE SHOULD SEE IT TILL THE END AND GIVE ME A SWEET DEATH SO I DONT HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS PAIN" Screamed again and start trashing the cables and equipment near his bed

"Stop it, you psychopath! I did borrow the equipment from the hospital and if you broke it you don't have the money to pay for it" said while trying to grab his hands

"I am a sociopath, not a psychopath and we both know your parents don't give a shit what happens to the equipment" He raised his head arrogantly as if he was right.

"Sigh f*ck my life" Mumbled George looking like he was about to cry and start speaking again while leaving the room "Look Rey after working in ER(emergency room) for 24 hours without sleep the last thing that I have to treat was my best friend's almost crushed legs so please sleep before painkillers lose its effect"

After hearing the word pain Rey magically turned into a mute. Before closing the door George added "This room was for a VIP but she is late and this is the only empty room I could get from my family, so you have to leave for a normal room tomorrow. You have a whole room and an empty floor to yourself. Enjoy it while you can" He was laughing while leaving the room because the last thing he sees was Reys pale face

Yes, this pale-faced patient was none other than the brave "Commander Rey", at least in his dreams. Well without the brave face at least. And the doctor just left was his childhood friend George. The hospital he stays in right now also belongs to George's family. And both of them looks just as the same in his dream

"Ahh! Tch painkillers effect is becoming useless damn" Said Rey while his face becoming paler

The reason for Rey's pale face was the word "Pain".You see our brave "Commander" looks so cool and ruthless in his dreams while In real life, he was someone that can't stand even the smallest amount of pain. Well, this was his curse and blessing at the same time. It was his curse because of the pain he can't achieve his dream, and it was a blessing because pain and his cowardice to suicide was the only thing keeping him alive.

Yes! His dream was to have a painless DEATH. The reason? Well, there isn't one. He had a good childhood. He was always the best student in his class, he had a loving family and some okay friends. His family was neither rich nor poor. It was in between. So what was the problem? Well, the problem started when he was trying to choose a job for his university in his last year of high school. He figure out there wasn't any job that he wants to do. So he tried to look into his hobbies for some help and Bingo yes he doesn't have any hobbies as well and it is not like he didn't try anything. In his life, he did try reading, drawing, music, and almost every kind of sport out there and he always quit them halfway because he didn't like them. Even the only thing he did in his free time playing games wasn't his hobby because it didn't give him happiness it was more like something to kill time. So another question started to appear in his head "is there anything that makes me happy in this life?" and when he couldn't find any answers he started asking other questions to himself:

-When was the last time I was happy?

-Was I ever happy?

-What counts as happiness?

-When was the last time I laugh? Oh right, that joke in class. Well was it truly funny? "No" so why did I laugh? Well probably because everyone else did

-Why I am always saying "Good Morning" with a big smile on my face every morning to the class? Oh yeah mom told me to say that

-Ah yeah spending time with my friends and family wasn't that bad "So living this dull and boring long life for the sake of my friends and family does it worth it ??"

And the conclusion he got made him depressed. So every night when he put his head to his pillow he didn't wish for a happy tomorrow or better future.

He wishes for a painless death in his sleep….